Feeling immortal

[sadsamantha]

Can't stop thinking about my last suicide attempt with 2000 mg of Adderall. People claim it's so dangerous if you take more than 70 mg in a day... I've heard so many stories of people overdosing and dying from it ON ACCIDENT. I guess given the fact that I had attempted with benzos the week before and all it did was knock me out for a day, when a lot of people who attempt an overdose and survive at least have to go the ER afterwards, should have been a clue that my body obviously processes drugs very well and no amount and or type of pills that I will ever be able to get my hands on will kill me.... I didn't even vomit. I guess wishful thinking got the best of me. I really wish I could give my good physical health to someone who has poor physical health but actually wants to live and I could take their poor physical health. That would make commiting suicide so much easier.

 

[LC188]

So glad someone is talking about this, I had a suicide attempt a few years ago with strong pain pills. I took about 25 pills. And I did end up in the er but no vomiting or anything. I just slept. And I used to take up to 30 benadryl pills not to kill myself , but I took them to feel something , and I did that a lot in the past. And I would still wake up fine the next morning. It almost feels like I can't die . But i couldn't imagine failing again, thats why I haven't attempted in awhile.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think the body can build up a tolerance to drugs if you take them regularly. My Grandma went in from an operation years ago and she was so worried they were about to start because the anaesthetic hadn't knocked her out! She spoke up and they gave her more. She was on a ton of pain meds.

You would have thought a massive quantity of pills would work but I expect they design them now- so that it's VERY difficult to overdose. It's not like in the films... or the 60's I guess...

 

[bigdog]

Shit it must be tough. I took overdose of amphetamine and it was unpleasant experience.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how difficult it is to finally die in this world, as humans we really do deserve the option to just pass away in peace without the risk of the attempt failing.

 

[sadsamantha]

I think the body can build up a tolerance to drugs if you take them regularly. My Grandma went in from an operation years ago and she was so worried they were about to start because the anaesthetic hadn't knocked her out! She spoke up and they gave her more. She was on a ton of pain meds.

You would have thought a massive quantity of pills would work but I expect they design them now- so that it's VERY difficult to overdose. It's not like in the films... or the 60's I guess...

Yes, I guess the only people who die of an overdose via pills are those who have pre-existing health problems and unfortunately I don't have any