Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I wonder when I'll be fired from my job. I broke my first glass yesterday in the grocery section of the store. The sad thing is, idk how or when I broke it. I ended up hiding it as I was afraid of what would happen. I also reorganized the aisle wrong today even though I tried to make sure it was done and double checked.
Feeling really sad and hopeless. I wish I could ctb. My eating disorder is back and I'm starting to lose weight rapidly (8 pounds in a week). I feel like the people at my job might be catching on, but idk. I just don't feel like eating much. It was hard to swallow some crackers on my way to work and I wanted to throw them away. I feel like my weight is the only thing I can control in my life. Everything else, other people control
Feeling really sad and hopeless. I wish I could ctb. My eating disorder is back and I'm starting to lose weight rapidly (8 pounds in a week). I feel like the people at my job might be catching on, but idk. I just don't feel like eating much. It was hard to swallow some crackers on my way to work and I wanted to throw them away. I feel like my weight is the only thing I can control in my life. Everything else, other people control