Are you lost too?
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- Oct 18, 2019
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Do any of you feel guilty about wanting to ctb?
I mean, I have no physical health problems. I read lots of people here who want to ctb because of physical health problems/ injuries.
It's the first time I'm clinically depressed. I just don't see the point of being alive anymore. I don't have the will to do things again.
At the same time, I feel really bad, cause I think that if those people had health they would ding a way to go on. And I simply don't feel like doing it. So I feel guilty. But this doesn't give me the strength to go on either.
Anyone else feels like this?
Maybe deep down I don't want to ctb? But like I can't find joy in things anymore. I no longer know what's the point of being alive.
I mean, I have no physical health problems. I read lots of people here who want to ctb because of physical health problems/ injuries.
It's the first time I'm clinically depressed. I just don't see the point of being alive anymore. I don't have the will to do things again.
At the same time, I feel really bad, cause I think that if those people had health they would ding a way to go on. And I simply don't feel like doing it. So I feel guilty. But this doesn't give me the strength to go on either.
Anyone else feels like this?
Maybe deep down I don't want to ctb? But like I can't find joy in things anymore. I no longer know what's the point of being alive.