LivideLamb
I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
- Jan 5, 2020
- 351
It's been a couple of months now. The feeling is only getting stronger and stronger. I feel so fucking filthy, it's visceral. I feel like I want to remove all of the skin on my body, wash it, and, put it on again. I want to tear out my intestines just so I can clean them and rearange them myself. I feel so fucking filthy. I wake up feeling filthy. I go to bed feeling filthy. I exfoliate everyday, never missed a day for months now, to try to ease this mental feeling, but, as you can guess, it doesn't work. Scratching never works. I know where it come from. I know that there's a chance that it might disapear... But, it is here, and, it is eating me alive, I feel fucking filthy
Does anyone else feel that way ? Incredibly filthy ? Did anyone overcame it ?
Does anyone else feel that way ? Incredibly filthy ? Did anyone overcame it ?