picklealex
I hate it all, just let me die
- Jun 24, 2023
- 121
I feel nothing. I feel this empty hole in my chest, it is consuming me alive.I want to end it already. I feel the most pain ive ever felt in my life. I'm truly dying, mentally. if I keep it up like this, I'll die in my bed. just out of pure sadness and agony. I'll never get better, it's been years. I've waited for so long and did everything to get better, but I was just born like this and I'll die like this. I truly have no hope. I'm not surprised everyone has given up on me, everyone just ignores me, tired of how I'm always so gloomy and depressed. even my own family has, which I don't mind anymore. I am replaceable, there's nothing unique about me at all. I'm not unique. I can be replaced, it's not like I have a specific personality, I change personalities for every single person. it's pathetic really, but I have so many I don't know which one is truly me. my head hurts so bad, I just want to die. I want to sleep forever. to be in a state of peace.
