Yeah, I know the general gist of what you mean. I'm bumming around this place for the time being, but I'm sure it'll turn sour at some point. No matter where it is, it always does. And that's as much a fault of my own, as it might be anyone else's. Ultimately, my real problem comes down to the fact that this right here is basically the end of line for me. Past this, there's really nothing left. Message boards carry a heavy 'been there, done that' kind of tediousness for me and, at this point, I honestly can't stomach them anymore (although the anonymity is certainly nice), and there no other forums that bear any sort of place for me. As much as I wish it weren't the case, it's necessary to have a place to dump my thoughts in. So far, this particular site has sufficed in that regard. Hopefully it'll be a while before it all inevitably goes down the shitter for me.
In my case, I'd consider myself to be of an irreparably poor temperament and, while it's not exactly "constructive" for my mental health, I find the bleak environment of this site to be more than okay enough to make it comfortable to use. I don't have a problem with very much stuff on that front, but I'm sure something else will get under my skin at some point, whatever that might be. Ideally, I hope to avoid any melodrama with other users and be left to post what I have to say in peace. I guess I just realize that I can be a bit of an unintended asshole myself at times, or go spouting off on some of my (perhaps) inflammatory opinions on things, leading me into things/bad experiences I otherwise wished to avoid. Well, like I said, I just hope I can avoid that. I really do.