Feeling anxious

[goodoldnoname923]

I'm really getting anxious ablut plans coming together,my tent was supposed to arrive soon and thats gone quiet i was trying to figure out the lanugry method and that didn't go anywhere i got this stanley knife to slit my throat but I'm afraid of that going horribly wrong

Idk if I can't get through to my friend and now my anxiety is getting worse and worse the idea of beint stuck on this earth suffering for longer and longer i just wanna leave this planet i cant do it anymore