Feeling alone and forsaken

[Butterflyfree]

My best friend is in the Hospital on her last breaths dying from breast cancer. She literally has hours left. ( She has passed) She is 45, so beautiful and vivacious, she wanted to live, I would trade places with her in a heartbeat. As the time of my CTB date approaches I feel alone, forsaken and I can only hope that I'm as brave as she is when I take my last breath. Her and I parallel each other. She struggled hard to live and beat her cancer, I struggled hard to live and rise above all of my health issues, disabilities and suffering too. But in the end, both of us are dying.

 

[sadnurse]

I'm so sorry @Butterflyfree im here if you want to talk

 

[StarryStarry]

My best friend is in the Hospital on her last breaths dying from breast cancer. She literally has hours left. She is 45, so beautiful and vivacious, she wanted to live, I would trade places with her in a heartbeat. As the time of my CTB date approaches I feel alone, forsaken and I can only hope that I'm as brave as she is when I take my last breath. Her and I parallel each other. She struggled hard to live and beat her cancer, I struggled hard to live and rise above all of my health issues, disabilities and suffering too. But in the end, both of us are dying.

Butterflyfree - I am so sorry to hear about your friend. I am glad that you have time to spend with her before her time is up. My heart goes out to you and your friend.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, death is inevitable for us all. Living is very painful. I hope you find peace.

 

[Elri]

Take a deep breath , it will pass, get better , relax and think about the peace after all years of suffering

 

[Butterflyfree]

She has passed.

 

[StarryStarry]

She has passed.

I am so sorry for your loss. There's really nothing I can say. I know you will miss her, but now she is out of pain. If you ever need to talk, please feel free I'm here.

 

[Butterflyfree]

Thank you so much SS family for always being here with a hug and comforting words. I love you.

 

[Lost Magic]

Sorry to hear that. It reminds me of my mother who died of cancer a couple of years back. She fought really hard for years to survive it. I already felt dead inside after seeing what she went through and the thought of losing her. There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss her. She was the only person who really understood me and loved me unconditionally. Anyway, sending you lots of love. Your friend was lucky to have you.