cylus46
Student
- Jan 28, 2025
- 115
I feel like my body is a shell of nothingness
Just a gray blob that moves on command.
But my brain? My brain is full of so much rage, hate, confusion, and violence boiling under the surface. Sometimes it all leaks out, i feel my body twitch and begin to experience fight or flight. My thoughts become rapid to the point where I cant decipher them myself. Everyone just has to shut the fuck up yet everyone is quite and its just me.
Its so confusing yet at times numbing. Im so tired.
Just a gray blob that moves on command.
But my brain? My brain is full of so much rage, hate, confusion, and violence boiling under the surface. Sometimes it all leaks out, i feel my body twitch and begin to experience fight or flight. My thoughts become rapid to the point where I cant decipher them myself. Everyone just has to shut the fuck up yet everyone is quite and its just me.
Its so confusing yet at times numbing. Im so tired.
