pocket7
Member
- May 31, 2024
- 37
I wish there was 100% guarantee of death by sn. But the more I read about failed attempts, the more doubts I have. I will have only 1 chance to ctb with sn. If I fail, my parents won't trust me anymore and I'm sure they would do everything to stop me ctb next time. Also, I would probably end up in psych ward and possibly get permanent damage. That's why I can't gather up the courage and do it. But the existence is so horrible, I wish I could end it.