What is the secret to having a good or great life?
I feel like all the people having wonderful lives are the ones hateful, spiteful, harming others, doing what they want regardless of the consequences. Living life uninhibited and free. Not restricted by what society drills in our brains as to how we should all be. Rule breakers.
Me, severely messed up individual by life, never was ever given a break from terrible things happening to me. I've always be targeted. Obviously my existence is purely for amusement and laughs. Maybe my existence is a big cosmic bet to see how much crap I can endure,
Semi good hearted person, who feeds stray animals in the neighborhood, and help them get homes, been there for everyone else since forever but myself, I put others before me always, despite all the crap I've been through still believe the best in people, still believe there are good people out there, I allow myself to be a sacrificial lamb and let people use me to their advantage whenever....
But that rapist i described in a post reply
Has pretty much spent most of his life in and out of jail..serious charges such as dv charges, illegal firearms, rape for 5 years, grand larceny, theft, extortion, blackmail, 5 years for stealing money ($100,000 usd) from elderly dying neighbor, writing bad checks credit card fraud, insurance fraud (setting his grandma's car that she gave him after she quit driving that she had for about 20 years on fire because he wanted a new car) asking his grandma to take the blame for one of his major charges( got 6 yrs in) because she's old , without a record, and he felt like she would get off. 2 more years for probation violation, etc... he should honestly be locked up for life, but he is out living a wonderful life. Has a good job, owns his own business, has a brand new car(his grandma cosigned it and pays for it idk why) girlfriend or many (fact that he has options)(plus hes active on dating apps) new clothes, has money, an apartment, latest shoes, technology, has children (that he never takes care of) tattoos, walks around with a smile on his face, a genuine smile of happiness, smiles and laughs genuinely alot.
Another guy I know beat the system too.
He murdered someone. Police reports stating that he was at the scene of the crime with the weapon, and the victim's body, blood on him and everywhere, victims belongings in his car and some in pockets, was there at the scene of the crime when cops came sitting in his car nowhere to flee because his car ran out of gas. He admitted to doing it. He got 5 years which was reduced to 2 years probation. He has all those things that the rapist has. Hes also very happy walks around smiling all the time happily...
Meanwhile,
I'm poor
I'm unemployed,
I'm disabled
I'm sick
I'm sad
I'm depressed,
My life has always sucked,
I have terrible anxieties, PTSD, terrible insomnia, etc...
I never had a break.
I just don't understand it
I'm just here to suffer and for entertainment purposes .
Sorry for the long posts and replies. I need to get things out. This is my only times I will ever get the chances to tell.
Does it seem this way to you?
To get ahead and a good/great life, you have to be a terrible person
I feel like all the people having wonderful lives are the ones hateful, spiteful, harming others, doing what they want regardless of the consequences. Living life uninhibited and free. Not restricted by what society drills in our brains as to how we should all be. Rule breakers.
Me, severely messed up individual by life, never was ever given a break from terrible things happening to me. I've always be targeted. Obviously my existence is purely for amusement and laughs. Maybe my existence is a big cosmic bet to see how much crap I can endure,
Semi good hearted person, who feeds stray animals in the neighborhood, and help them get homes, been there for everyone else since forever but myself, I put others before me always, despite all the crap I've been through still believe the best in people, still believe there are good people out there, I allow myself to be a sacrificial lamb and let people use me to their advantage whenever....
But that rapist i described in a post reply
Has pretty much spent most of his life in and out of jail..serious charges such as dv charges, illegal firearms, rape for 5 years, grand larceny, theft, extortion, blackmail, 5 years for stealing money ($100,000 usd) from elderly dying neighbor, writing bad checks credit card fraud, insurance fraud (setting his grandma's car that she gave him after she quit driving that she had for about 20 years on fire because he wanted a new car) asking his grandma to take the blame for one of his major charges( got 6 yrs in) because she's old , without a record, and he felt like she would get off. 2 more years for probation violation, etc... he should honestly be locked up for life, but he is out living a wonderful life. Has a good job, owns his own business, has a brand new car(his grandma cosigned it and pays for it idk why) girlfriend or many (fact that he has options)(plus hes active on dating apps) new clothes, has money, an apartment, latest shoes, technology, has children (that he never takes care of) tattoos, walks around with a smile on his face, a genuine smile of happiness, smiles and laughs genuinely alot.
Another guy I know beat the system too.
He murdered someone. Police reports stating that he was at the scene of the crime with the weapon, and the victim's body, blood on him and everywhere, victims belongings in his car and some in pockets, was there at the scene of the crime when cops came sitting in his car nowhere to flee because his car ran out of gas. He admitted to doing it. He got 5 years which was reduced to 2 years probation. He has all those things that the rapist has. Hes also very happy walks around smiling all the time happily...
Meanwhile,
I'm poor
I'm unemployed,
I'm disabled
I'm sick
I'm sad
I'm depressed,
My life has always sucked,
I have terrible anxieties, PTSD, terrible insomnia, etc...
I never had a break.
I just don't understand it
I'm just here to suffer and for entertainment purposes .
Sorry for the long posts and replies. I need to get things out. This is my only times I will ever get the chances to tell.
Does it seem this way to you?
To get ahead and a good/great life, you have to be a terrible person
