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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
I'm obsessed with death. I think about it a lot.

I read a lot about celebrities that have died, especially by suicide.
Their autopsy reports, wikis, watch documentaries about them.

Does anyone else do this?
 
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haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
I definitly feel u, its almost like an obsession. I cannot stop thinking about it, itsa whole part of my life at this point who is based on that
 
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ClownWorld2023

Arcanist
Sep 18, 2023
492
Same, but I supposed that's to be expected as I'm working on my CTB preparation everyday.

I'm gradually losing my doubts and (false) beliefs about death.

I think it will be a wonderful, peaceful death.
 
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With0ut

In bereft land, a raven, flies.
Oct 1, 2023
38
i study almost every single peice of media i come across about anything to do with ctb methods or accidental deaths, even tho i already have my method basically picked out. it's just so interesting and thrilling picking apart everything and applying it to myself. i guess it gets me ready for anything that might happen.
 
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wheretfami

Member
Oct 2, 2023
62
I think about it all the time. NDEs are a big thing for me.
 

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