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fading_star

fading_star

New Member
Nov 19, 2024
3
Today, I am going to CTB.

Knowing that my pain will finally end gives me relief. Making this decision makes me realize how ready I am. This is my last chance to do this.

With my past attempts, I feel as though I was acting impulsively. However, I've given myself the time to fully evaluate what I wish to do, as well as what the impacts of it may be. As I am preparing for it all to be over, I feel less and less fear.

Farewell to everyone.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
146
I'm so sorry you've reached this point. I hope you find what you're looking for. Good luck :heart:
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
541
Farewell! Good luck to you on your last journey. I want to follow you as soon as possible ❤️
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
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love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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Jadeith

Arcanist
Jan 14, 2025
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Hope you find peace, whatever decision you take.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
194
Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
136
Good luck, ok. I hope you rest easy <3
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
320
Goodbye i hope it will be peaceful and u will find whatever u are looking for in CTB. Much love and good luck 🤗
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

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Aug 2, 2025
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Goodbye, I hope everything goes as calmly as possible and you will pass this difficult stage. All the best to you❤️.
 
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Miss Anthropy

Miss Anthropy

....and the sky turned black
Dec 28, 2022
58
I wish you a peaceful journey
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,170
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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no matter the outcome, I hope you find the relief you search for. we're here with you. ❤️
 
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