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tides
- Nov 22, 2021
- 39
Hello,
im new here but have been following the forum for quite some time by now.
I tried hanging and drowning already, was not able to finish it.
Now i am in the struggle that more and more family members show up at my doorstep, because they somehow noticed how i am treating myself. This hurts really bad to tell them that i dont want to come with them/help.
Basically im not eating/drinking properly for almost 1 month now. I am trying to get my body as weak as possible since the other methods were to hard to pull off for me.
Im thinking now about drinking 2 bottles of spirit in a very short period of time. My body is not used to alcohol and as i said really weak already. Dehydrated and starving since days.
Ive read that alcohol alone will not work due to the body passing out to protect one.
So im thinking off just not sleeping for 1-2 days, being dehydrated, starving drinking the alcohol and trying to pass out in a bathtub. Hoping to drown while in coma.
Let me guys know what you think about that, and if anything could help to improve my chances, like medication etc.
I was also thinking about tying my feet very high on a beam so i cant really use my legs and my head would be underwater, but than im thinking i might be to scared when not totally drunk
im new here but have been following the forum for quite some time by now.
I tried hanging and drowning already, was not able to finish it.
Now i am in the struggle that more and more family members show up at my doorstep, because they somehow noticed how i am treating myself. This hurts really bad to tell them that i dont want to come with them/help.
Basically im not eating/drinking properly for almost 1 month now. I am trying to get my body as weak as possible since the other methods were to hard to pull off for me.
Im thinking now about drinking 2 bottles of spirit in a very short period of time. My body is not used to alcohol and as i said really weak already. Dehydrated and starving since days.
Ive read that alcohol alone will not work due to the body passing out to protect one.
So im thinking off just not sleeping for 1-2 days, being dehydrated, starving drinking the alcohol and trying to pass out in a bathtub. Hoping to drown while in coma.
Let me guys know what you think about that, and if anything could help to improve my chances, like medication etc.
I was also thinking about tying my feet very high on a beam so i cant really use my legs and my head would be underwater, but than im thinking i might be to scared when not totally drunk