Alcatraz_anthrax
waiting in line to ctb
- Jun 27, 2021
- 59
My family is ripping each other apart at the moment. My mother and sister are having a breakdown and my father has mentally checked out. There is so much toxicity, so much crying and so much screaming.
I have disconnected myself from reality and don't feel anything when I see them crying or screaming.
Watching all this made me realise how fragile my family's mental health is.
Now I am worried that if I ctb (which I'm planning to do this week), I will break them mentally and possibly even change their futures for much worse.
I have disconnected myself from reality and don't feel anything when I see them crying or screaming.
Watching all this made me realise how fragile my family's mental health is.
Now I am worried that if I ctb (which I'm planning to do this week), I will break them mentally and possibly even change their futures for much worse.