Discussion Faking your own death

[lovelypirategirl]

Hi beautiful people from SS,

I love this site, because it's a safe place that allow us to discuss topics we normally wouldn't be able to do in our "real" lives. That being said, I would like to share with you a thought that sometimes goes through my mind....Most of the time I wish I was dead (I've always been suicidal), but sometimes I'm really curious about how people would react to my death, would they be sad? Would they care? Would they grief? Of course there's no way to know this, unless you fake your own death. In my case sometimes I imagine faking my own death, just to have a glimpse of the reaction of my family and friends and then just CTB.

Have you ever thought something like this? Please share, I would love to read your thoughts and experiences.


Love,


lovelypirategirl

 

[Notabadguy]

Your family you'll be devastated, no doubt about that. It makes me feel guilty for looking into CTB.

 

[selfhater]

omg i thought i was the only one who do this!!! didn't fake my death to my family cuz i live with them but to others and i always fake i'm dead cuz i feel extremely ashamed for existing when i'm supposed to be dead for long time:(

 

[one4all]

For me. No i haven't thought about it. But now that you bring that up. I would never want to put people through that. I've seen to many people pass in my life. I've shared the sorry and grief. To put anyone through that twice, i just can't imagine.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

It's one thing to fantasize about it, another to actually do it.

 

[calendulo]

Time ago I started an one year catalepsy intensive course, but I did not pass the final exam. I never was a lucky guy.
Sadly, I had to get a barbiturate.