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kukuma
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- Aug 8, 2021
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Failed my suicide attempt with an exit bag couple of hours ago. I think either the helium tank was too small or I accidentally let some air in my exit bag. It was not a pleasant experience, felt kinda suffocated and left being super dizzy hours after my attempt.
I still have few days before I have to move out of the country I'm in due to visa issues during the pandemic. Should I attempt again?
I really don't want to move back to my parents house, they are really narcissistic. I have been controlled, emotionally abused and traumatised since I was a child. The rent in my home country is super expensive so I can't afford to move out again. And I cannot travel back to the country I'm in now because of Covid.
What should I do? Should I order another helium tank or any suggestions to easier suicide methods that won't cause a lot of pain but guarantee success?
I still have few days before I have to move out of the country I'm in due to visa issues during the pandemic. Should I attempt again?
I really don't want to move back to my parents house, they are really narcissistic. I have been controlled, emotionally abused and traumatised since I was a child. The rent in my home country is super expensive so I can't afford to move out again. And I cannot travel back to the country I'm in now because of Covid.
What should I do? Should I order another helium tank or any suggestions to easier suicide methods that won't cause a lot of pain but guarantee success?