Failed partial attempt

[decafcheeseburger]

Failed this morning before heading to work. Think I lost consciousness for a second or so and came back. Felt some sort of memories being projected during the blackout. Seems like there is a bit of a discomfort when swallowing. Just had nobody to talk about this so I'm writing here.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I'm sorry. I've had a recent failed attempt so I understand how devastating this can be.

I'm glad you're reaching out and telling your story. It helps.

 

[Nood1eN0se]

I had a failed partial in febuary, do you have any bruises or scabs on your neck? You can use colour corrector and foundation if you dont want to attract attention

 

[scary]

I'm so sorry that happened to you cheeseburger, I failed an attempt somewhat recently too, it's never a good feeling. I hope your throat is okay and that you didn't hurt yourself too much. Do you have any ideas as to maybe why it failed? Or did you just come back while hanging there? Still, I hope you're doing alright physically, we're all here for you

 

[decafcheeseburger]

How are you guys holding up after the failed attempt? I threw away my rope because I don't want to try it again but now thinking of other methods again.

Thank you. I only have a small bruise on the middle of my neck because I placed two socks between the carotid arteries and the rope.

I did intend to go all the way and lost consciousness but woke up and instantly wanted to get out of the rope. Think I failed because of my position. It was the left one in the figure. I assume after I lost consciousness, I changed my body position to wake myself up?

 

[Nood1eN0se]

Its been tough, I moved on to perfect a method of strangulation, as partial hanging seems very prone of failure. Im kinda frail at the moment, so I find it easy to find my cartoids.

 

[decafcheeseburger]

Its been tough, I moved on to perfect a method of strangulation, as partial hanging seems very prone of failure. Im kinda frail at the moment, so I find it easy to find my cartoids.

Hope it gets better. I'm curious of your method

 

[Nood1eN0se]

Hope it gets better. I'm curious of your method

Right now im still in preparation, I made a post about my method.

The plan is to tie a ligature to a tree and around my neck, im probably going to put a back up smaller ligature and padding to ensure results. Im also going to fast and purposely dehydrate myself. From my research dehydration thickens blood, causes lower blood volume, messes with blood pressure, this should in theory make blood flow of the cartoids more difficult, leading to quicker unconsciousness and death.