Help Failed hanging attempt!

[English_Rose]

I can't believe I've just failed at hanging myself! about 1 hour ago, I made the attempt and failed, I always thought I'd never be one of those that failed..But I was and I'm furious!
I tied a big knot to the end of some rope, placed that onto my living room door and closed it, the rope was tight safe and not budging, which was good, I then tied a loop at the other end of the rope, placed my head through the loop, and as I knelt down to the ground I could feel it getting tighter and tighter around my neck! I felt dizzy and lightheaded, then nothing...
I then remember waking up and realising I'm alive and the suicide attempt had failed! but why???? I must have blacked out for a few moments because I dont remember much after feeling dizzy!
So why did I wake up??? I'm confused! what did I do wrong? this was done about a hour ago, other than a mark round my neck, nothing else happened..Help...

 

[Marawa]

I'm having the same issue to. please maybe someone will revive tis

 

[English_Rose]

I'm having the same issue to. please maybe someone will revive tis

I mean, I didn't think it would be hard to hang yourself but clearly I'm wrong or I'm doing something completely wrong and could do with some guidance.

 

[Marawa]

are you throwing your ligature over the door frame or the tying around knob

 

[Ruffian]

Im sorry. I would like to try this method but find it confusing

 

[English_Rose]

are you throwing your ligature over the door frame or the tying around knob

Over the door frame and then making sure the door is shut and locked.

 

[SadGirl]

I can't believe I've just failed at hanging myself! about 1 hour ago, I made the attempt and failed, I always thought I'd never be one of those that failed..But I was and I'm furious!
I tied a big knot to the end of some rope, placed that onto my living room door and closed it, the rope was tight safe and not budging, which was good, I then tied a loop at the other end of the rope, placed my head through the loop, and as I knelt down to the ground I could feel it getting tighter and tighter around my neck! I felt dizzy and lightheaded, then nothing...
I then remember waking up and realising I'm alive and the suicide attempt had failed! but why???? I must have blacked out for a few moments because I dont remember much after feeling dizzy!
So why did I wake up??? I'm confused! what did I do wrong? this was done about a hour ago, other than a mark round my neck, nothing else happened..Help...

This happened with the two attempts I made to hang myself, but it was because of my failure, I was a coward that I did not go to the end. Sorry to ask but are you Brazilian?

 

[English_Rose]

This happened with the two attempts I made to hang myself, but it was because of my failure, I was a coward that I did not go to the end. Sorry to ask but are you Brazilian?

No I'm from England. I'm English.
My failure was due to myself doing something wrong, maybe I was a little scared, but not enough to stop me. I think I failed due to the way I was doing things maybe?

 

[Marawa]

Over the door frame and then making sure the door is shut and locked.

I'm trying to use a silk scarf now but I did try clothes line to no avail
see with long rope it wasn't staying in the right position. no atter how tight.
Iseem to get better placementwith the door knob and I'm obese so the weight should be sufficient no

 

[SadGirl]

No I'm from England. I'm English.
My failure was due to myself doing something wrong, maybe I was a little scared, but not enough to stop me. I think I failed due to the way I was doing things maybe?

Maybe yes, if you are sure you really want to commit the CTB, how about finding another method?

 

[Marawa]

but I cant even pass out with the hand test

 

[English_Rose]

I'm trying to use a silk scarf now but I did try clothes line to no avail
see with long rope it wasn't staying in the right position. no atter how tight.
Iseem to get better placementwith the door knob and I'm obese so the weight should be sufficient no

I think your doing what's the right way for you, which is good, you will figure that out soon. I've just used a belt from my bath robe! maybe that's not long enough! I'm 4ft 11 and 8st so not heavy at all. I've not tried the door knob as that scares me for some reason, as if it feels like it won't be secure enough...

Maybe yes, if you are sure you really want to commit the CTB, how about finding another method?

I've another method that will be 100% effective and I should really have used that method, I will use that method next I think! I live near a place with a cliff called "Beachy Head" in England, if I jumped off the highest point, I would certainly be dead! I just dont know if I've the guts to jump...
I guess I will never know if I dont try

 

[Volomori83]

I can't believe I've just failed at hanging myself! about 1 hour ago, I made the attempt and failed, I always thought I'd never be one of those that failed..But I was and I'm furious!
I tied a big knot to the end of some rope, placed that onto my living room door and closed it, the rope was tight safe and not budging, which was good, I then tied a loop at the other end of the rope, placed my head through the loop, and as I knelt down to the ground I could feel it getting tighter and tighter around my neck! I felt dizzy and lightheaded, then nothing...
I then remember waking up and realising I'm alive and the suicide attempt had failed! but why???? I must have blacked out for a few moments because I dont remember much after feeling dizzy!
So why did I wake up??? I'm confused! what did I do wrong? this was done about a hour ago, other than a mark round my neck, nothing else happened..Help...

It's why I switched my method to full suspension. The last attempt I made with partial, I went unconscious quickly but had twisted myself involuntarily to my knees, taking the pressure off of the noose. I found a big tree deep in a wood to do it on.

 

[Marawa]

Full suspension in the best way to go,if you do it correctly it should work, partial requires much more time and thought, I hope everything works out for you.

Thank you. I fear my weight will break the rail though.
If I stand on books to reach the height of the stronger bar (so my total weight isn't carried by the bar) maybe better? I can't fail because I'm days away from being put into assisted living all income taken away & then no way to ctb

 

[maraexhausted]

I can't believe I've just failed at hanging myself! about 1 hour ago, I made the attempt and failed, I always thought I'd never be one of those that failed..But I was and I'm furious!
I tied a big knot to the end of some rope, placed that onto my living room door and closed it, the rope was tight safe and not budging, which was good, I then tied a loop at the other end of the rope, placed my head through the loop, and as I knelt down to the ground I could feel it getting tighter and tighter around my neck! I felt dizzy and lightheaded, then nothing...
I then remember waking up and realising I'm alive and the suicide attempt had failed! but why???? I must have blacked out for a few moments because I dont remember much after feeling dizzy!
So why did I wake up??? I'm confused! what did I do wrong? this was done about a hour ago, other than a mark round my neck, nothing else happened..Help...

I didn't know that i can hang me on the door. Can you explain this method for me?

 

[Johanna94]

Hi! I plan to ctb with full suspension; finding a tree branch, kick away what I'm standing on and hang in the air. Will the carotid arteries be pressed when I hang with my whole weight? I understand that the airway will be blocked, but will they also be? How much time will it all take? I'm sorry, to die is the only comfort I have in my life. There is no other way anymore. It's tragic. Thank you!

 

[Volomori83]

Assuming the rope is positioned correctly — directly underneath the chin — the cartoids should compress. It would be between 8 and 15 seconds for unconsciousness to set in and up to around 20 - 30 minutes for complete brain death.

 

[Quinlor]

This happened with the two attempts I made to hang myself, but it was because of my failure, I was a coward that I did not go to the end. Sorry to ask but are you Brazilian?

I am! And I failed to hang myself too in a full suspension method...

 

[CrappyMJ]

Hi! I plan to ctb with full suspension; finding a tree branch, kick away what I'm standing on and hang in the air. Will the carotid arteries be pressed when I hang with my whole weight? I understand that the airway will be blocked, but will they also be? How much time will it all take? I'm sorry, to die is the only comfort I have in my life. There is no other way anymore. It's tragic. Thank you!

Full suspension you will be out like a light. Won't take more than 10 seconds.

 

[John Smith]

I am! And I failed to hang myself too in a full suspension method...

Why did u fail at full?

 

[Quinlor]

Why did u fail at full?

I actually gave up during the process... I believe if you hold on the first few seconds you are succeed

 

[John Smith]

I actually gave up during the process... I believe if you hold on the first few seconds you are succeed

Too painful or what?

 

[Quinlor]

Too painful or what?

I just realized how boring would be dying that manner looking into nothing...

 

[Postone]

I just realized how boring would be dying that manner looking into nothing...

Draw something in the wall.

 

[Quinlor]

Draw something in the wall.

Yeh I know actually I bought a paiting.

 

[JadedGray]

I didn't know that i can hang me on the door. Can you explain this method for me?

You tie a rope (or whatever you plan on using to hang yourself) around a doorknob and put the noose around your neck and pull down using all your weight until you choke/suffocate. It differs from full suspension as your feet are still touching the ground (in a kneeling or sitting position). This is just layman's terms, you'll have to do your research. You can try searching through all the partial hanging threads on here.

 

[Ashpac]

Over the door frame and then making sure the door is shut and locked.

I failed that way back in september. I wasnt cutting the arteries off in my neck. I just felt lots of blood in my head thats all. Its when i realised hanging isnt for me.

I found that a pull up bar with the rope around it was much better, that made my vision go white within seconds. Where as the first time i used a dumbbell over the door, looking back, no wonder it didnt work. I learned from it though, big time.

 

[lemon17]

I failed two weeks ago. The rope was too long and my feet landed on the floor when I kicked off the stool. I was little shocked and released myself. The next time will be better.

 

[martha]

I just realized how boring would be dying that manner looking into nothing...

Yeh I know actually I bought a paiting.

you guys are great!

 

[English_Rose]

I've now come to terms with how I want to die, and I realise doing it at home, where my husband or children could find me, is totally the most selfish thing I could do, it would have the most traumatizing effects on them, and I dont ever want them to go through that. So, I've decided when the time is right for me to CTB, I will do so away from home, somewhere deep in the forest and inform the police of my location just before I CTB, so at least my body can be found for burial, but not found by my loved one's. It still might be deemed as selfish of me CTB and leaving behind my family, but at least I've been considerate in making sure they don't find me...

If my family expect me to live, just so they dont feel the pain of losing me, isn't that selfish on their part, to expect me to live to keep them happy?
And if I CTB because I cant stand to breath anymore, and leave behind my family, that's classed as selfish too isn't it?
So no matter the choice I make, somebody is getting hurt...
I get hurt if I stay alive just to keep them happy..
And they get hurt if I CTB ...
So this is NOT a easy way out as most uneducated people think! I'm sick of hearing people say "suicide" is the easy cowards way out...They have NO clue just how hard it is...Ignorant f#cks!!