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bugbugbug

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Mar 2, 2026
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I'm curious [for anyone who has experienced a failed attempt (or close to death in general]) has anyone experienced a near-death experience (examples: sense of leaving the body, traveling through a tunnel toward a brilliant light, profound peace, life reviews, and encounters with deceased loved ones)

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Dec 23, 2024
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I had a massive feeling of peace when I had my near-death experience. I crave that peace all the time.
 
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bugbugbug

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Mar 2, 2026
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I had a massive feeling of peace when I had my near-death experience. I crave that peace all the time.
Thank you so much for answering, I hope that you will find this peace again in whatever way you are wishing
 
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Caspers

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Jun 23, 2020
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I was dead for 42 minutes and there was nothing. I don't know if that's because of the brain injury making me not remember, or there was truly nothing? I do not know. To my awareness, near death experiences are due to the brain dying and hallucinating.
 
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bugbugbug

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I was dead for 42 minutes and there was nothing. I don't know if that's because of the brain injury making me not remember, or there was truly nothing? I do not know. To my awareness, near death experiences are due to the brain dying and hallucinating.
Thank you for sharing your experience, if I'm being honest I don't believe in an afterlife but I do hope for my brain to go through that process of hallucination.
 
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fatpigiee

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Feb 14, 2026
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I almost died once from low blood pressure and low blood sugar due to an overdose
I entered a terrible psychosis and delirium before losing consciousness ,I had a strange dream, as if I were just a term, not a human being, just a yellow light, and the world was very bright, and the sky was completely white or bure black. It was strange, not comforting or nice i was so confused.
When my family tried to help me, I started screaming and laughing loudly until I regained consciousness
My mother knew someone who died from low blood pressure and said I would have died if they were late
 
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bugbugbug

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I almost died once from low blood pressure and low blood sugar due to an overdose
I entered a terrible psychosis and delirium before losing consciousness ,I had a strange dream, as if I were just a term, not a human being, just a yellow light, and the world was very bright, and the sky was completely white or bure black. It was strange, not comforting or nice i was so confused.
When my family tried to help me, I started screaming and laughing loudly until I regained consciousness
My mother knew someone who died from low blood pressure and said I would have died if they were late
Thank you for sharing your experience, I appreciate you taking the time
 
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wishingiwasok

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Dec 18, 2024
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I almost drowned when I was about 4, and I remember looking up at the surface of the water and how beautiful the light was. I was so peaceful and didn't realize anything bad was happening until I was pulled out of the water and the adults around me were so obviously panicking. I then developed a fear of drowning and I hate that I missed out on such a peaceful and easy ending. Unfortunately even at that age I regretted that they got to me in time, once I realized that I could have died and not had to go home.
 
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bugbugbug

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I almost drowned when I was about 4, and I remember looking up at the surface of the water and how beautiful the light was. I was so peaceful and didn't realize anything bad was happening until I was pulled out of the water and the adults around me were so obviously panicking. I then developed a fear of drowning and I hate that I missed out on such a peaceful and easy ending. Unfortunately even at that age I regretted that they got to me in time, once I realized that I could have died and not had to go home.
I am sorry for the pain you have experienced to have felt that way so young. Thank you for sharing this and I am wishing peace for you
 
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Afterglow

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Feb 22, 2025
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I've had one during partial hanging. I ended up failing because my setup wasn't stable and the rope loosened and made me fall forward. I lost conciousness completely before that. There was absolutely nothing. Just like sleeping. I regained conciousness a little bit later (not sure how long) and it just felt like a really rough fucking nap.
 
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