failed attempt

[mashka9]

hi so lol an update i guess. i tried to ctb by partial hanging yesterday, but unfortunately si kicked in and i survived. i got sent to a psychiatric ward for a week or so(
hoping to attempt again after i get out, i'll just have to alter my plan a bit

 

[Some place nice]

I'm sorry you survived. We all deserve the peace and happiness that we went. We learn when we fail. I believe you'll get it next time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, it's so horrible and cruel how suicidal people are locked in psych wards simply for wanting to die. I hate how it's not more straightforward to finally be free from this existence.