Last year I tried to commit suicide through Hydrogen Sulfide inhalation. Needless to say, I failed and here I am now.
I mixed 900 mL of muriatric acid and 1 L of lime sulfur in a closet when no one else was home. Opening the containers of the chemicals was vile; the stench burned my nostrils. As soon as I mixed the two together in a bucket, I immediately passed out. I felt extremely guilty leading up to the event because my parents knew I was suicidal and tried their best to stop me. When I was passed out, I saw a vision of a relative telling me that they won't let me die because I had to face the consequences of what I had done. I woke up shortly after that and I noticed that I had peed myself.
I was taken to the hospital and committed. As far as they could see, there was no physical damage from the attempt.
Why do you think I failed? Maybe the gaps in the door of the closet let the gas escape? Why did I have such a disturbing vision? Is there really no long-term harm from this attempt?
I mixed 900 mL of muriatric acid and 1 L of lime sulfur in a closet when no one else was home. Opening the containers of the chemicals was vile; the stench burned my nostrils. As soon as I mixed the two together in a bucket, I immediately passed out. I felt extremely guilty leading up to the event because my parents knew I was suicidal and tried their best to stop me. When I was passed out, I saw a vision of a relative telling me that they won't let me die because I had to face the consequences of what I had done. I woke up shortly after that and I noticed that I had peed myself.
I was taken to the hospital and committed. As far as they could see, there was no physical damage from the attempt.
Why do you think I failed? Maybe the gaps in the door of the closet let the gas escape? Why did I have such a disturbing vision? Is there really no long-term harm from this attempt?
