TheGoodGuy
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- Aug 27, 2018
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I get a notification almost everyday about '"Memories" or 'On this day" where you can see what has been posted on your wall since you made your account it´s very depressing but memories are all I have left it even says in bold how many years it´s been since a certain post was made on my wall and as I get older it gets more depressing seeing that a certain good memory happened 8,9,10 even 11 years ago! Where did the time go?
And what makes it even worse is seeing all those friends and aquintances who liked and commented on your posts not being your Facebook friends anymore, to be clear I don´t care at all about numbers of Facebook friends it´s not a status symbol but to know these amazing people from my youth decisively went into my profile to delete me from their lives completely is heart breaking and it´s not just a few it´s dozens of people that have done.
People usually move on in life and get new friends and it´s especially heart breaking to see friend I used to be very close to have new friends and maybe even have deleted me, I used to be popular in my own circles I was Goth but still had tons of friends people looked up to me even my siblings who admired me now they have surpassed me and I am an insignificant person I have no style or personality I am just an empty shell of the person I once was.
But back on topic I actually even take screen shots of these posts to make sure the memories will always be there because it´s all I got, memories from the good times in the past in my youth but it´s so tragic to know I will never experience those days again and also seeing how old I and all these people have become many even have babies, there are probably two dozen people from my youth who are now parents and it makes me feel so much older just wanna die.
EDIT: forgot to mention that it also becomes apparent how many people post "happy birthday" on my wall the number is falling each year, not that I like it anyways I actually find it insulting but it´s the principle of it that I am talking about; this year I only got 4 and then two messages but it´s mostly family whereas 10 years ago there would be dozens to congratulate me and I have seen the number fall lower and lower by each passing year it´s depressing.
And what makes it even worse is seeing all those friends and aquintances who liked and commented on your posts not being your Facebook friends anymore, to be clear I don´t care at all about numbers of Facebook friends it´s not a status symbol but to know these amazing people from my youth decisively went into my profile to delete me from their lives completely is heart breaking and it´s not just a few it´s dozens of people that have done.
People usually move on in life and get new friends and it´s especially heart breaking to see friend I used to be very close to have new friends and maybe even have deleted me, I used to be popular in my own circles I was Goth but still had tons of friends people looked up to me even my siblings who admired me now they have surpassed me and I am an insignificant person I have no style or personality I am just an empty shell of the person I once was.
But back on topic I actually even take screen shots of these posts to make sure the memories will always be there because it´s all I got, memories from the good times in the past in my youth but it´s so tragic to know I will never experience those days again and also seeing how old I and all these people have become many even have babies, there are probably two dozen people from my youth who are now parents and it makes me feel so much older just wanna die.
EDIT: forgot to mention that it also becomes apparent how many people post "happy birthday" on my wall the number is falling each year, not that I like it anyways I actually find it insulting but it´s the principle of it that I am talking about; this year I only got 4 and then two messages but it´s mostly family whereas 10 years ago there would be dozens to congratulate me and I have seen the number fall lower and lower by each passing year it´s depressing.
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