F*cK DOCTORS- living in the dark ages. I am dealing with so much loss that I cannot handle it.

[Iamtired]

Lost a partner.
Lost a life.
Lost my
Health
Lost an image of a future.
Putting one foot in front of the other is excruciating pain.
I'm paralyzed by depression.
I had a really good life up until being screwed by a doctor.
I want my
Story to be told
But, will wait until proper timing to go.
And to tell the story.



Poetry:


Memory is distant but it is kept intact
Fuzzy sounds In the background
Live signals being sent
I was buzzing from the beer and night sky
And all the rest
While you sat at home with the cat
A picture I felt was in control

Maybe I won't paint a villain this time
Or look to question it again
Just to know that there's no archetype
Or cliche character development
Other than that belies of health
And interest

Dreams we had now fading in the far distance
And the train comes to take me home
It pushes me far away from you
And everything I've ever really known

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I am sorry for all the sad things that have happened to you. I understand you. I have also lost most things in my life. Life is not fair. Others have everything they need. But if we live long enough, we still lose everything. Life is about losing everything.

 

[ThisUnrest]

So sorry about your losses. Love your poetry.

 

[Iamtired]

I am sorry for all the sad things that have happened to you. I understand you. I have also lost most things in my life. Life is not fair. Others have everything they need. But if we live long enough, we still lose everything. Life is about losing everything.

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I hope the end is joyful and I hope to never return -

 

[Iamtired]

So sorry about your losses. Love your poetry.

Thank you

 

[Scattered-Soul]

I'm sorry for everything you've went through. Can I ask how you got screwed by your doctor if you don't mind me? I'm in a similar position.