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DeIetedUser4739

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I found a reply in an old thread detailing what they saw on stream of someone who took SN, I think it's the most detailed account I've seen so far.

23:55 mixing SN (25g/50ml weight: 90kg; 2 glasses) Position is a comfy chair
23:57 drank first glass in a second; taste was salty but remained calm
23:58 lit up a cigarette
23:59 feels it in throat, still able to walk (went to the sink to rinse and came back)
00:00 threw up, seems a bit in distress, threw up multiple times
Prince offers to sing, he's able to respond, Prince sings a nice lullaby
00:01 seems to be in distress, constant vomiting
00:02 says "sick", went to grab a cloth, returned abruptly with cloth, vomiting again
00:03 "my hands are tingling"
00:04 almost vomited but was able to hold it back, "my heart is beating fast"
Can communicate but obviously seems sick
00:05 "it's tingling now" "uncomfortable but doesn't hurt"
00:06 "I'm very restless"
00:07 starts shaking a bit, not able to communicate but can move his hands and head
00:08 convulsing (a bit violently for a few seconds), saliva/vomit shot out of his mouth, headphone fell off but was able to put it back to his ears - his last confirmed voluntary movement
00:09 light shaking, tries to move head
00:10 makes strange sounds but not able to speak
00:11 a few heavy convulsions but still in position, headphone on, saliva shot out again
00:11 makes sounds again, seems like he tries to speak but can't
00:12 not much movement, occasionally straightens up then falls back to chair
00:13 sounds continue
00:14 possibly unconscious (it could have happened sooner than this time)
00:15 visibly more blue now and pale
00:16 snorts continuously, might be the so called "death rattle"
00:17-20 situation is the same as above
00:19 one straightening up, and one louder sound, like a grasp for air
00:21 sounds are becoming less frequent, there are some random involuntary movements but not much (mostly mouth opening)
00:22 almost ceased movements
00:24 little sound and movement
00:25 getting near; still in the chair, mouth and eyes are open, he's obviously not there
00:26 no more sounds, sometimes moves a little bit
00:28 no more movements

conclusion: hard to watch someone die but seems relatively peaceful, just as expected; threw up a lot at the beginning, at the time of the convulsions he did not seem to realize what was happening, he did not drink the second glass

Original thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread.53182/
 
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Mebius

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Jun 13, 2024
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This doesnt sound very good for me since ill be taking the SN methode, oh well no going back now. Atleast I have Propanolol though.
 
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zjay-0v3rit!

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Are there any videos around? Id like to watch if possible....sorry i dont know if that is against the rules or not please forgive if so.
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Are there any videos around? Id like to watch if possible....sorry i dont know if that is against the rules or not please forgive if so.
Not that I know of.
 
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Someone in the thread mentioned his vomiting could have happened because he had fasted for so long?
 
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wyo777

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May 18, 2024
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Someone in the thread mentioned his vomiting could have happened because he had fasted for so long?
Yes, i also do not believe for so long fasting, in my opinion 8 hours is enough.
 
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Nikitatos

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Apr 10, 2024
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There's other accounts of even more peaceful SN experiences. Someone saw a beautiful afterlife while they were still conscious.
 
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snowbird

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Jun 17, 2024
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Would it be possible to combine this method with something that will make you pass out fast?
Like, idk, certain types of drugs maybe?
Because - even if you say it seems like he didn't notice a lot of things anymore after a while - it seems pretty violent to me, especially during the first 10-12 minutes.
Now, I know if you're passed out, there is always the risk of simply choking on your own vomit - but would you notice that?
 
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Anhaedra

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May 5, 2024
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Anyone knows what protocol did this person follow? Or was it just pure sn?
 
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YosemiteGrrl

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Dec 17, 2023
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There's other accounts of even more peaceful SN experiences. Someone saw a beautiful afterlife while they were still conscious.
Where could we know about this @Nikitatos ?
 
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Esokabat

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Apr 22, 2024
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I definitely think a high dose of benzos would have make this a more pesceful process, and 8 hour fast instead of 24 hour. I think the 24 hour fast makes it more likely to vomit.
My idea would be to take a relatively high dose benzo prior the SN, and then try to boof some more high strength RC benzos with a 1 ml syringe after SN. As I don't think one should be drinking anything else after SN.
If you take enough benzos before SN, and if you manage the boof some after, I think even if not fully unconscious, one would be quite out of it.
I think bromazolam is quite potent, maybe there are stronger but I can buy this one on the clearweb. What I am not sure how much bromazolam can I dissolve in 1 ml water.
In summary, I think a peaceful SN protocol need enough benzos whereby you are on the brink of sleep prior to drinking it and then try to dillute as much benzo as possible in 1 ml water and then boof rhat right after. Even if from an outside perspective you will be shaking and puking, the internal experience will be quite OK as you will be shaking and puling half-asleep.
I tried bromazolam before and it is very hypnotic, definitely several times stronger than valium
 
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Abyssal

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Nov 26, 2023
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This person didn't die to be remembered as a thread you read once. Could we get a link or at least a username?
 
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b1cycle

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Convulsing, vomiting, uncomfortable, sick, for like 15 minutes. Idk how this shit seems more peaceful to you guys than hanging or a firearm.
 
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tary

tary

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Jul 3, 2022
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Convulsing, vomiting, uncomfortable, sick, for like 15 minutes. Idk how this shit seems more peaceful to you guys than hanging or a firearm.
SN takes more preparation than hanging, but the actual execution (pun intended) is easier to pull off than hanging. I'll take 15 minutes of feeling sick and throwing up over a few minutes of not being able to breathe.
And I'm in Europe with a history of mental health issues, which would hinder me from getting a gun in the US but completely block me from it here in Europe.
 
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Jun 17, 2024
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I definitely think a high dose of benzos would have make this a more pesceful process, and 8 hour fast instead of 24 hour. I think the 24 hour fast makes it more likely to vomit.
My idea would be to take a relatively high dose benzo prior the SN, and then try to boof some more high strength RC benzos with a 1 ml syringe after SN. As I don't think one should be drinking anything else after SN.
If you take enough benzos before SN, and if you manage the boof some after, I think even if not fully unconscious, one would be quite out of it.
I think bromazolam is quite potent, maybe there are stronger but I can buy this one on the clearweb. What I am not sure how much bromazolam can I dissolve in 1 ml water.
In summary, I think a peaceful SN protocol need enough benzos whereby you are on the brink of sleep prior to drinking it and then try to dillute as much benzo as possible in 1 ml water and then boof rhat right after. Even if from an outside perspective you will be shaking and puking, the internal experience will be quite OK as you will be shaking and puling half-asleep.
I tried bromazolam before and it is very hypnotic, definitely several times stronger than valium
this was what i was thinking too, benzos would have you sleep unable to vomit most likely
 
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SeekingPeace164

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Mar 20, 2024
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SN takes more preparation than hanging, but the actual execution (pun intended) is easier to pull off than hanging. I'll take 15 minutes of feeling sick and throwing up over a few minutes of not being able to breathe.
And I'm in Europe with a history of mental health issues, which would hinder me from getting a gun in the US but completely block me from it here in Europe.
Would you prefer a gun if you could get one? I keep debating between SN and gun
 
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SonicFan1994

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Jun 17, 2024
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Convulsing, vomiting, uncomfortable, sick, for like 15 minutes. Idk how this shit seems more peaceful to you guys than hanging or a firearm.
hanging seems very painful, guns could fail if you miss then u just have a blown off face and have to live with that and brain damage
 
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tary

tary

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Jul 3, 2022
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Would you prefer a gun if you could get one? I keep debating between SN and gun
Yes, my dream method would be to stand on the outside of a bridge railing with my feet and one hand supporting me with a weighted backpack, blow my brains out and fall dead to the bottom of the river with the gun.
But SN is my second choice, and I have a dopamine blocker antiemetic, so I'm confident about my chances.
 
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itwasallascream

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May 19, 2024
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SN takes more preparation than hanging, but the actual execution (pun intended) is easier to pull off than hanging. I'll take 15 minutes of feeling sick and throwing up over a few minutes of not being able to breathe.
And I'm in Europe with a history of mental health issues, which would hinder me from getting a gun in the US but completely block me from it here in Europe.
I've often thought that a simple method would be to fly to the US for a "holiday". Go to most gun friendly state (texas?). Go to gun fair. Help myself. Ctb and leave a note to say this was my plan as US gun laws are so stupid. If enoigh people did this though, the loophole would be shut.
 
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I've often thought that a simple method would be to fly to the US for a "holiday". Go to most gun friendly state (texas?). Go to gun fair. Help myself. Ctb and leave a note to say this was my plan as US gun laws are so stupid. If enoigh people did this though, the loophole would be shut.
I'm not sure whether that's real or just a myth, do you know for sure? Either way it's hypothetical for me, because I don't have enough money to both fly to Texas and then buy a gun :))
 
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itwasallascream

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I'm not sure whether that's real or just a myth, do you know for sure? Either way it's hypothetical for me, because I don't have enough money to both fly to Texas and then buy a gun :))
I used to live in California and im not ftom the US and withoit a social security number it was possoble to get a gun in 48 hours
And California has "strict gun laws" 😂😂😂😂😂😂
But yeah. Its an expensive method!
 
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YosemiteGrrl

Student
Dec 17, 2023
143
There is one I know of, the recorded CTB of @StrawberryPanic.
Does anyone know her or was in touch with her? It doesn't seem real...she's in no discomfort...and there was no evidence from those clips that she actually died. She seemed way too coherent....
Does anyone know her or was in touch with her? It doesn't seem real...she's in no discomfort...and there was no evidence from those clips that she actually died. She seemed way too coherent....
@epiousion
 
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why_why_why

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Jun 3, 2024
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Does anyone know her or was in touch with her? It doesn't seem real...she's in no discomfort...and there was no evidence from those clips that she actually died. She seemed way too coherent....

@epiousion
im so currious to look but also terrified of clicking. sn is my dream method and i want to know what to expect but also spooked lol
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
137
There's other accounts of even more peaceful SN experiences. Someone saw a beautiful afterlife while they were still conscious.
Can you share which ones please
 
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ecliptic

take me to the afterlife
Jun 2, 2024
69
I wish I kept my SN. I threw it away and now I regret it.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

"It's all just a dream"
Oct 26, 2019
814
I've often thought that a simple method would be to fly to the US for a "holiday". Go to most gun friendly state (texas?). Go to gun fair. Help myself. Ctb and leave a note to say this was my plan as US gun laws are so stupid. If enoigh people did this though, the loophole would be shut.
This is too real. I just found out you don't have to background check in Texas to be able to get a gun at a gun show. I have enough money...I should do do this and CTB. Gun is my preferred method...
 
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ROSESARENTCUTE

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Dec 20, 2021
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Does anyone know her or was in touch with her? It doesn't seem real...she's in no discomfort...and there was no evidence from those clips that she actually died. She seemed way too coherent....

@epiousion
It is a known case, she was a brazilian woman in her early 20's. The case gained notoriety in Brazil after the man who recorded her videos shared them on several social media platforms and later hanged himself on a public platform above a busy highway.
 
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