opheliaoveragain
Student
- Jun 2, 2024
- 173
I've talked with a few people on here and since everyone is obviously different, their level of comfort with death is varying, and by this I mean, the idea OF DYING, potential pain what happens to the body etc, to each their own obviously. But this is something I've done in order to get more comfortable with various methods, esp ones that leave a mindfuck of an image behind IE shotgun CTB etc (the famous red head guy in particular if anyone knows who I'm talking about) but I've found that watching videos like that, like strawberrypanic's SN video, the Russian partial, the cloth hanging that someone just recently posted. I watch them. I do not repeatedly watch them, its not obsessive because frankly, I think your brain needs break from the esp gruesome ones, obvs this depends on who your are too. But I think of it as exposure therapy. A way to get more comfortable with what will.likely be my future. I'm hoping for peace with F. But there's never any guarantees. So I'm preparing to do whatever I need to fucking do. The videos help my brain get over the 'hump' so to speak. Sorry I haven't linked everything but they're pretty easily found on here, but if anyone is having issues, I have most of the posts saved. Just PM me.