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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Member
Jun 11, 2025
78
Greetings,


explain your username or the story behind it if there is one.


I'll start, Sergeant is a reference to a nickname playfully given to me by my late best friend while playing online games with him. The 45 came from my first username I used on a browser game in 2012, it also ended in 45 and just stuck with me since.

Although I'll change mine to make myself more anonymous once my name change date becomes available in August. So if you see this thread while that's still my name...... you're in luck?


Your turn.


Regards
 
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tanshakti

Absurdity of life
Jul 2, 2025
84
Tanshakti came from ancient sanskrit language, Body Energy could be synonym for Si,

some reason it was available without adding alpha numeric ;) so i took it, its also combination of my nick name.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Elementalist
May 10, 2025
821
because my soul feels dark
I suffer from severe depression
my depression causes pain to my soul
 
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threevoices

threevoices

Member
Aug 24, 2024
23
part of a lyric from a song thats really important to me
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
227
Its obviously not what i use on my other accounts over the web
Chains - symbol of control that i associate living without peaceful choice of dying and the lack of consent before being born into this world
crows - i just like crows, there is something about them that just makes me like them so much
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,852
My name is Latin and it translates to: It's better to die.
The text below my avatar translates to: It's better to die than to suffer this.

I chose my username bc it's what I think and especially at the time I made my account here there was not much hope left anymore.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with 🧿Aera23🧿
Apr 10, 2025
564
I picked EmptyBottle coz I wanted something not too happy or sad. Not coz the "will" to do tasks is sometimes low, tho that could be a reason for keeping it as is even tho I can change it.
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Student
Feb 25, 2025
178
In short: A philosopher who lived 23 years, committed suicide, whose most famous work is called "Persuasion and Rhetoric," in addition to several writings that in some cases were translated into my language (Spanish). I liked paying homage to him because he was also of Italian origin and I like Italy.

I was thinking of using Mainländer, but I've already used that on other websites, including Dazai, Albert Caraco, Akutagawa, and Mishima (all suicides), but I decided to use Michelstaedter to make it known (it's not that well-known).
 
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beandigger404

beandigger404

he/him
Jun 21, 2025
28
My username is a reference to self-harm slang (beans = hyodermis/fat). Kind of really edgy I know🥀
 
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ijbolijbol8979

ijbolijbol8979

please help me.
Jan 26, 2025
44
ijbol is like a new slang that stands for "i just busted out laughing" or smth like that
I wanted to make sure this acc cant be connected to my real life social media accs so its a random slang i never use, repeated twice, and random numbers
 
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Rudi

Rudi

𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔦 𝔳𝔬𝔩𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔳𝔬𝔩𝔬
Oct 15, 2024
153
My name is short for the name Rudolf but that was not why i picked this name. I look up to a historical figure, Rudi Goguel, and decided to name myself after him. Now it has become a name I just go by lol
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
79
It's Kill me but I used an Angel number before the letter K, and incorporated the number for bad luck into the vowels of my name. I would like to say I'm an Angel however bad luck has put me in a place where I just want to killed/ctb.
 
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niceday

niceday

🍃
Dec 7, 2024
66
A nice day will be the day I finally leave this place.
I'm tired of finding joy in the little things.
Moreover, I freaking love things that can be interpreted in different ways. 😼 Maybe I can be a nice person for someone. However, your story should be about you.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,302
This was a throwaway account name from some website decades ago. I can not remember if I even actually used it as the account name or if I just told people that was my name (it is not). I think I got it from a fantasy name generator thing.
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
230
Grog-thinks-you-are-disgusting.jpg
I named myself after one of my favorite NPCs from any video game: Grog from Ocarina of Time.
He only hangs out in Kakariko Village at night. This is what he says when you talk to him there. I feel like Grog.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,352
I love my cats. 🤷🏻
 
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dayhell

dayhell

Member
Jul 6, 2025
10
"Day" is the name I chose for myself because I hate my real name and I hate the nights. And "hell" is what I'm constantly going through in this life.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
129
"starboy2k"

star = i always wanted to be a famous performer (never gonna happen)

boy = im a boy unfortunately

2k = i was born in 2000

teehee😁……….…i want to die
 
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Bad Karma

Bad Karma

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
122
bad karma is the quiet weight i carry. like maybe ive lived through lifetimes of mistakes i dont even remember, and now im just feeling the ripple effects. buddhism talks about karma as cause and effect, action and consequence, and sometimes it feels like im stuck in the aftermath of things i never got to make right.

so maybe the universe thinks ive got some debt to pay. but i can be bad in other ways too iykwim ;)
 
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