Expiry date comfort.

[WAITING TO DIE]

The only thing that brings me comfort these days is knowing that I have an expiry date.
The thought of putting myself out of my misery by self-deletion is the only thing I am looking forward to.
I think of it the moment I wake up until the moment I sleep.
Not having the freedom to self-terminate would be utterly horrifying.
I think I would go insane without it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so comforted by that. For me the only relief could ever lie in the eternity of non-existence, there's nothing appealing about suffering so unnecessarily in this dreadful existence that is tiresome.