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Darkarage

Darkarage

never had the opportunity to
Nov 17, 2018
147
This is the second time that I try to ctb using an exit bag, and I almost made it, but I think the gas stream isn't enough to done it. The two times I have been near, but I still feel the panic just a few seconds before I'll get unconscious. I've tried to let out all air in my lungs, but, I don't why I still feel scared. The last thing I thought was "I don't want to die!" But I was watching colors too. What does the colors mean? I was suffocating or it's just, maybe a filtration of oxygen?
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Its a tricky suicide methode, thats why I chose partial hanging.
 
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GerMann

GerMann

year of birth: 1972
Nov 30, 2018
274
@Watcher did you use N or H gasflow?
 
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planmd

Member
May 20, 2019
55
This is the second time that I try to ctb using an exit bag, and I almost made it, but I think the gas stream isn't enough to done it. The two times I have been near, but I still feel the panic just a few seconds before I'll get unconscious. I've tried to let out all air in my lungs, but, I don't why I still feel scared. The last thing I thought was "I don't want to die!" But I was watching colors too. What does the colors mean? I was suffocating or it's just, maybe a filtration of oxygen?

Have you considered using something to tie your hands so you cannot remove the bag? I was considering using something around mi wrists and tie them to my belt.
 
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