Venting Existence is so incredibly hellish, it causes nothing but suffering and harm

[FuneralCry]

And this is why I'd prefer to cease existing no matter what, in fact to me only non-existence is desirable, as existence truly is so hellish, it causes nothing but suffering and harm. It truly is horrifying the amount of senseless cruelty, torment and agony in this evil world, I find it so tragic how there isn't just permanent non-existence instead, the fact that something so dreadful and harmful as life even exists is certainly a tragedy.

The existence of life truly is an abomination and no matter what existing could only ever be suffering, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse torment any moment. I have no interest in the futile and tortuous imposistion that is existence and I see no value in being burdened with this existence for decades on end just to be tormented by old age and die anyway.

Existence itself is the true problem as it's the source of all suffering and just the fact that there is no limit as to how much agony an existing being can feel as long as they are trapped in this existence is beyond horrifying, in my case only wanting to die is all that makes sense.

I'd always see it as better that this existence disappears into nothingness, I envy those who die as now they lack the ability to suffer in this meaningless existence that causes nothing but suffering. For me suicide would be suffering prevention, for me suicide would be very rational to find peace from the cruelty and futility of existing, no matter what existence will always be the true hell, I find it unacceptable how something so repulsive as life exists at all when the absence of everything is perfection.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I agree so much. My existence is nothing but harm. As for why people want to live on this world, I don't know and I don't care. I just want myself to be free of all suffering forever. I'll always wish that I never existed as, to me, never existing is true perfection. Either way, I hope you find your peace as quickly as possible

 

[whywere]

Sorry but overall disagree with the headline statement. Like my previous post about myself and my headaches and heartaches through the decades, I still had fun, educational and mind-expanding opportunities.

To paint anything with a huge brushstroke is not and has never been my style, as at the age of 67, I have found both good, bad, ups, downs and everything in-between, all good, nope nor all bad, a mix.

I have over 6 decades of life experience in which to pull my answer and thoughts from.

Also like I always say everyone has the right to do with their lives as they wish, without any outside influence from anyone or anything period.

That is what makes life, life to and for me. CHOICE.

Hugs and love to everyone here, my family.

Walter

 

[Macc_Lad_71]

Let me guess......you're not happy ?!

 

[strangelife]

Often people live a happy life and existence and normal human experiences and joys are this life, but sometimes people face such experiences and difficulties, especially if it concerns physical or mental health, and can not find any way out to overcome their illnesses and cope with their experiences, then there is only one way out, because to continue to exist It's so unbearable.