Venting Exhausted

[mymelodys]

I'm tired. I'm so, so tired of waking up every day and suffering mentally. I cry myself to sleep. I have never had a moment where I felt happy. I'm 18 pushing 19 and I've never had friends never been school smart never been talented in anything. My parents think I'm a failure and abuse me physically and mentally. I am not strong enough to keep going. Even now, I am crying as I type this. I am the most pathetic person I know.

 

[Ghost2211]

Having bad parents doesn't make you pathetic. They are the ones that should have loved and protected you. I sympathize with you so deeply. I'm sorry you're suffering so much. It's not your fault though. Your parents should still be guiding you at this point in life.

 

[AJ95]

I don't think you're pathetic

I know the exact sort of thoughts you're talking about, I get them a lot too. The horrible thing about abuse is that it's not your fault, but it is your burden. I hope you find happiness whatever you end up doing