Excitement

[bunnii]

I'm ready and I'm so excited. I haven't felt this elated in a very long time. I've got a date, a plan, the means, my note, everything. I can't wait to finally get this over with and every time I think about it I can't help but smile. Is it normal to be this excited? I feel like a little kid waiting to go to Disneyland. I'm so excited I might just carry out my plan before my planned date (my birthday at the end of the month). I just hope everything goes right. I'd really hate to end up a vegetable, but at least then no one would expect anything of me anymore. I'm gonna spend the rest of the month with the people I love doing the things I love and then end it. I really can't wait.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable looking forward to finally being free from this world, I would feel so incredibly relieved if I knew that I was soon to be gone. At least to me, there is nothing that sounds more ideal than being able to permanently not exist, the thought of being dead comforts me so much.

 

[alivefornow]

Good for you! To have some relief and warm feelings as the day approaches, that's all one could ask for.

I can't relate, sadly... it's the weight of depression, the inability to feel anything good anymore, which is pushing me towards it...

 

[Helios-III]

I'm ready and I'm so excited. I haven't felt this elated in a very long time. I've got a date, a plan, the means, my note, everything. I can't wait to finally get this over with and every time I think about it I can't help but smile. Is it normal to be this excited? I feel like a little kid waiting to go to Disneyland. I'm so excited I might just carry out my plan before my planned date (my birthday at the end of the month). I just hope everything goes right. I'd really hate to end up a vegetable, but at least then no one would expect anything of me anymore. I'm gonna spend the rest of the month with the people I love doing the things I love and then end it. I really can't wait.

I'm honestly happy for you. I feel the same way myself, it's odd. But you're in a place I'm yearning to be: Having the supplies needed. Good luck, and I hope you get to enjoy your time just how you want!

Best wishes!