Excited to attempt suicide tonight

[imveryretarded]

I am planning on attempting to kill myself by slitting my throat and my wrist, I have no damn rope nor space to try the rope method so I guess I will be trying this. While I am aware these methods are at a very very low rate of succeeding -- should I take the risk? I can't stand being alive, I JUST WANNA SLEEP FOREVER!! Plus I don't care about me dying anymore, but it would suck if I just ended up with huge ass scars on my wrists and throat. Why is finding peace so hard?? But should I attempt these methods together or just sadly wait til I somehow have access to a rope?

 

[zappynomore]

I would wait for the rope, as much as you probably want to go with the low sucess rate of the other methods it will probably just fail. And the pain is not worth it.

Yeah its crazy how difficult it is to find peace with a good method, before coming on this forum I was prety naive about how poor and rubbish most methods are in terms of them having such a low sucess rate.

Hope you find peace friend.

 

[Zhendou]

Thread 'Non-methods that should not be attempted' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

 

[m04th]

If you are fully serious, I'd wait to get rope. Best case scenario is that you live with scars (for however long), or worse is that you are hospitalized, and speaking from experience from a failed attempt (not of the same nature), it almost seems that becoming hospitalized almost makes it worse (lots of factors that determine this so your mileage may vary.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

I am planning on attempting to kill myself by slitting my throat and my wrist, I have no damn rope nor space to try the rope method so I guess I will be trying this. While I am aware these methods are at a very very low rate of succeeding -- should I take the risk? I can't stand being alive, I JUST WANNA SLEEP FOREVER!! Plus I don't care about me dying anymore, but it would suck if I just ended up with huge ass scars on my wrists and throat. Why is finding peace so hard?? But should I attempt these methods together or just sadly wait til I somehow have access to a rope?

Yes, wait for a good strong rope. Your body's survival instinct will likely leave you with scars and an involuntary hold.

 

[needthebus]

I am planning on attempting to kill myself by slitting my throat and my wrist, I have no damn rope nor space to try the rope method so I guess I will be trying this. While I am aware these methods are at a very very low rate of succeeding -- should I take the risk? I can't stand being alive, I JUST WANNA SLEEP FOREVER!! Plus I don't care about me dying anymore, but it would suck if I just ended up with huge ass scars on my wrists and throat. Why is finding peace so hard?? But should I attempt these methods together or just sadly wait til I somehow have access to a rope?

You should not be impulsive and do something that is unplanned or could leave you alive but seriously injured and unable to attempt.

Thread 'Non-methods that should not be attempted' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

This is good advice.

If you are over 18 and wish to live or die, it's your choice, but it's risky to suddenly do things unplanned without research. Most sudden attempts fail and some leave people injured in unexpected ways.

 

[grapevoid]

I genuinely hope you do not attempt this unless your objective is to engage in a "suicidal action".

 

[Roadrunner]

I wish you the best in finding the peace you crave.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want peace as well, all I personally hope for is to fall asleep permanently, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence, I also find it unbearable to exist, it's so cruel to me how there isn't the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never exist ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I wouldn't risk the non-methods as mentioned above, or doing something on impulse. I'm sorry for your sadness and where you find yourself now, and I hope that you can take some time to step back and find some calmness within, instead of attempting something which may cause more pain. Sending hugs.