Discussion Everything makes me hurt so much

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Whether it's pages from this website,.. so many sad tragic stories...
Or my favorite song
Or movie
Or anything
If it's sad it breaks my heart.
If it's happy, it makes me feel like Tantalus... watching other people have what I can never have just HURTS sooooo much.
I am so tired of being so alone ALL THE TIME!!!!!
Everything JUST HURTS!!

The whole rest of the world is convinced that there is actual happiness out there.
Where? Where is this mythical happiness?

Are they happy? Because I don't really believe that.

I feel like I am walking around this world like an open wound. Everything just HURTS all the time!!!

Is there anything ( other than ctb) that promises any surcease from the pain?

 

[HumongousTheGod]

drugs

 

[Lunaemoth]

alcohol

 

[Xaphous]

it's how you perceive things, but I get it because if you are hurting everything is filtered through that hurt. Happiness seems mostly temporary especially for material things. It seems most songs are about relationships which makes me miserable since I'm too mentally broken to try and get any of that for myself. Again if you can perceive things in a different light and not so directly it can help, easier said than done.

 

[TiredHorse]

I feel like I am walking around this world like an open wound. Everything just HURTS all the time!!!

Is there anything ( other than ctb) that promises any surcease from the pain?

You express it all too well.

And yes, Tantalus, indeed. The perfect reference.

If you find the panacea, please post. I haven't found anything yet, including drugs and alcohol, and I'm now too blind with pain to see it even if I were to stumble over it.

 

[Kdawg2018]

Drugs are bad, mmmkay

 

[Xaphous]

Drugs are bad, mmmkay

A little weed could always help though, once the anxiety dies down.

 

[Fyrinne]

You express it all too well.

And yes, Tantalus, indeed. The perfect reference.

If you find the panacea, please post. I haven't found anything yet, including drugs and alcohol, and I'm now too blind with pain to see it even if I were to stumble over it.

The cure for me is true love.

Everything sucks without it, everything is so much more wonderful with it...

I constantly feel this hollow, empty feeling because I know I have a hole in my heart and literally all I want is to fill it.

Maybe the hole in other peoples' hearts is different, but the cure is to fill that hole, whatever it is.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

You took the words right out of my mouth. But I'm not sure what works.