My mum openly said how I made her life hell. How I'm too fucked in the head to be loved.
She always resented me for having severe OCD. For being the black sheep of the family. For being an embarrassment.
She said that eventually, everyone will leave me, and she was right, because everyone left, except for one friend.
All the relationship I've been building in my life, have been destroyed, because as she said, I'm too ill. I'm too high maintenance. Too emotional. Too negative.
My friend is getting sick of me too. I don't blame them.
I'm a walking disease. An infectious, disgusting disease.
I can't possibly expect to be loved when there are so many things wrong with me.
Nobody is scared of losing me either. I'm a 22 year old abomination.
She always resented me for having severe OCD. For being the black sheep of the family. For being an embarrassment.
She said that eventually, everyone will leave me, and she was right, because everyone left, except for one friend.
All the relationship I've been building in my life, have been destroyed, because as she said, I'm too ill. I'm too high maintenance. Too emotional. Too negative.
My friend is getting sick of me too. I don't blame them.
I'm a walking disease. An infectious, disgusting disease.
I can't possibly expect to be loved when there are so many things wrong with me.
Nobody is scared of losing me either. I'm a 22 year old abomination.
