Life really is awful, you are right, how could life never not be awful. I have a strong dislike for life itself. I agree that it should be easier for people to be at peace and find freedom from this existence as there are so many reasons as to why someone could not want to be here, many people are trapped in all these horrible situations and some people are simply not meant for living and are just tired of it all.
It's sad how we live in a world so focused on prolonging suffering rather than trying to understand what suicidal people go through.