demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
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I'm just laughing with tears in my eyes. Because nothing makes sense.
I've accepted that I do desire human companionship, anyone who I could actually relate to, share the things that I love with, have a connection with. Someone who actually understands me and who I understand. Someone who gets the way I think and I don't have to hide anything from. Not even romantic, just friendship.
I've also accepted that it's impossible for me.
Every time I've tried has been a miserable failure.
So what now? I'm just supposed to drift along, utterly unfulfiled and full of longing, never reaching contentment or satisfaction no matter how strongly I have tried to seek it out?
How sad!
Fuck everything lol
I've accepted that I do desire human companionship, anyone who I could actually relate to, share the things that I love with, have a connection with. Someone who actually understands me and who I understand. Someone who gets the way I think and I don't have to hide anything from. Not even romantic, just friendship.
I've also accepted that it's impossible for me.
Every time I've tried has been a miserable failure.
So what now? I'm just supposed to drift along, utterly unfulfiled and full of longing, never reaching contentment or satisfaction no matter how strongly I have tried to seek it out?
How sad!
Fuck everything lol