Venting Everything has unraveled

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Feels like everything has unraveled over the last couple of weeks. I have lost friends and family. I am thankful I still have some support but I feel alone. And things weren't that great before my attempt. Now they feel worse and harder. I just want to go to sleep and not have to wake back up again. Everything hurts mentally and physically. I am trying to be intentional about healing but all I can manage is surviving the day.

Sending all my love to all of you
Anna