Everyday is Sunday when you're unemployed

[Xaphous]

Can't find work to save my life. With all my free time (when I'm not applying for jobs and getting nowhere with it) I waste all my time it feels by having nothing worthwhile to do. It's like I can go for a walk, play guitar or I can sit on YouTube all day, those are my options. No friends or anyone to go out anywhere with, no relationship. I'm just perpetually lost my whole life. I would like to be productive but don't get the opportunity to to be.

How do you spend your time?

 

[LonelyLight]

I too am looking for work. I hate when family ask what do you do all day? You don't work so run this errand for me, do this do that. I hate being looked down on cause i don't work.
I typically spend my days on YouTube, browsing the internet, visiting a friend if I'm up to it that day.

 

[Xaphous]

I too am looking for work. I hate when family ask what do you do all day? You don't work so run this errand for me, do this do that. I hate being looked down on cause i don't work.
I typically spend my days on YouTube, browsing the internet, visiting a friend if I'm up to it that day.

I feel utterly pathetic and guilty but yeah I remain as lost as I ever was. Seems there is not a single thing worth doing that has any value to myself or anyone else. I did voluntary for a while but couldn't stand it for long with social anxiety. I was in a small room with two much older men working at an audio switchboard. I had to get out, options for volunteering are really limited too.

 

[aliceliddel]

Everyday is Sunday because im camgirl. I spend my days gain money from disgusting people. I feel bad but i need pay my bills. I feel like a sex doll used to dirty plasures of dirty men.

I too am looking for work. I hate when family ask what do you do all day? You don't work so run this errand for me, do this do that. I hate being looked down on cause i don't work.
I typically spend my days on YouTube, browsing the internet, visiting a friend if I'm up to it that day.

Omg im on grandma house and she wake me up 7am. She make me do everything. Clean the house, bath on dogs, cook, wash clothes. I supose come here to feel better because some shits happens on my home and relationship, but i feel like a maid.


How do you deal with your family? You can go around just to stay far from them?

 

[Xaphous]

Everyday is Sunday because im camgirl. I spend my days gain money from disgusting people. I feel bad but i need pay my bills. I feel like a sex doll used to dirty plasures of dirty men.

hmm I'm sorry about that :(

 

[Severen]

I feel utterly pathetic and guilty but yeah I remain as lost as I ever was. Seems there is not a single thing worth doing that has any value to myself or anyone else. I did voluntary for a while but couldn't stand it for long with social anxiety. I was in a small room with two much older men working at an audio switchboard. I had to get out, options for volunteering are really limited too.

Why? You know rich and wealthy people don't work, right? Kings and Queens didn't work. Emperors didn't work. There were Germanic tribes in the past like the Suebi during the ancient times who saw working as something cowardly because why work when you can kill people and take what you want? You are letting your slave mentality beat you down on a daily basis. Why? The world is already beating you down on a daily basis, anyway. It would be nice to have at least one friend in your life. Let yourself be that friend.

 

[Xaphous]

Why? You know rich and wealthy people don't work, right?

I'm a bit confused to the reference with myself. Of course if I was super rich I wouldn't need to work. Not being productive is an awful feeling.

 

[Final Escape]

Everyday is Sunday because im camgirl. I spend my days gain money from disgusting people. I feel bad but i need pay my bills. I feel like a sex doll used to dirty plasures of dirty men.

Omg im on grandma house and she wake me up 7am. She make me do everything. Clean the house, bath on dogs, cook, wash clothes. I supose come here to feel better because some shits happens on my home and relationship, but i feel like a maid.


How do you deal with your family? You can go around just to stay far from them?

I've been a cam girl before, that shit is harder than it looks. It impacted me negatively psychologically after a bit and I decided to quit. It was honestly harder than actual prostitution because it's more mentally draining. You have to put much more effort in. You wouldn't think it's hard to sit around and entertain people like that but it is. I found it boring especially between paid private sessions. You had to wait around. Youth is much more important in webcam because people are more likely to spend to watch an attractive young person.

 

[LonelyLight]

I feel utterly pathetic and guilty but yeah I remain as lost as I ever was. Seems there is not a single thing worth doing that has any value to myself or anyone else. I did voluntary for a while but couldn't stand it for long with social anxiety. I was in a small room with two much older men working at an audio switchboard. I had to get out, options for volunteering are really limited too.

I did volunteering in a nursing home. Some of the most kindest residents ever. It was unfortuntly the staff that made it unbearable. Same when i was a waitress. Every single thing i did was wrong. Makes me feel there is no point looking for a new job because i will just do that wrong too.

 

[aliceliddel]

I've been a cam girl before, that shit is harder than it looks. It impacted me negatively psychologically after a bit and I decided to quit. It was honestly harder than actual prostitution because it's more mentally draining. You have to put much more effort in. You wouldn't think it's hard to sit around and entertain people like that but it is.

Its a solitary job, and i feel really depressivo being Alone all day in my room serving the others and faking happines. My show its all fake. Im not capable to feel plasure anymore. I just fake moans, fake orgasms. Im thinking about quit too

 

[Severen]

I've been a cam girl before, that shit is harder than it looks. It impacted me negatively psychologically after a bit and I decided to quit. It was honestly harder than actual prostitution because it's more mentally draining. You have to put much more effort in.

I wouldn't want to be any kind of sex worker, no offense. In the past, this one gay guy hit on me and that was traumatizing. Not because he was gay but because of his appearance and the way he hit on me. It would be horrific to have to deal with that on a daily basis, I think. If I was born as a woman, I'd probably try to look as hot as possible and then just scam men out of money without doing anything sexual.

 

[LonelyLight]

Everyday is Sunday because im camgirl. I spend my days gain money from disgusting people. I feel bad but i need pay my bills. I feel like a sex doll used to dirty plasures of dirty men.

Omg im on grandma house and she wake me up 7am. She make me do everything. Clean the house, bath on dogs, cook, wash clothes. I supose come here to feel better because some shits happens on my home and relationship, but i feel like a maid.


How do you deal with your family? You can go around just to stay far from them?

I just do what they ask me to be honest, keep them off my back, i dont ask them for favors in return tho, most of them would be too busy to help me... sigh...

 

[aliceliddel]

I just do what they ask me to be honest, keep them off my back, i dont ask them for favors in return tho, most of them would be too busy to help me... sigh...

Iknow. They love ask a lot of shit but if you ask something they are busy, and worst, they say you are unployed soo you have time to do alone your stuff. I'm right?

 

[LonelyLight]

Iknow. They love ask a lot of shit but if you ask something they are busy, and worst, they say you are unployed soo you have time to do alone your stuff. I'm right?

Yes absolutely spot on!! "Why can't you do it, you do nothing all day?!" Typically the answer..!!

 

[aliceliddel]

I wouldn't want to be any kind of sex worker, no offense. In the past, this one gay guy hit on me and that was traumatizing. Not because he was gay but because of his appearance and the way he hit on me. It would be horrific to have to deal with that on a daily basis, I think. If I was born as a woman, I'd probably try to look as hot as possible and then just scam men out of money without doing anything sexual.

Sometimes there's no choice. Im thinking about become a luxury sex worker and make more money. This will give me founds to die without pain in sweden.

 

[Final Escape]

I wouldn't want to be any kind of sex worker, no offense. In the past, this one gay guy hit on me and that was traumatizing. Not because he was gay but because of his appearance and the way he hit on me. It would be horrific to have to deal with that on a daily basis, I think. If I was born as a woman, I'd probably try to look as hot as possible and then just scam men out of money without doing anything sexual.

It depends on the conditions of your work that make it really hard or not so bad. I was way more unhappy working for someone else.

 

[LonelyLight]

Sometimes there's no choice. Im thinking about become a luxury sex worker and make more money. This will give me founds to die without pain in sweden.

Trust me, it fucks you up so bad. If theres another way to make money, I'd try it that way, unless you think you could cope with it, then i wish you all the best, hugs.

 

[aliceliddel]

Yes absolutely spot on!! "Why can't you do it, you do nothing all day?!" Typically the answer..!!

And they say shits like- you spend all day on PC. Why you dont do nothing about your life? You are lazy, you dont want to change. You are in this situation because you want. The son/daughter of (any naiboor of family friend) now is working and studing in an amazing place. Why you dont do like him/her?

Parents and family can be soooooooo mean. They just want solve this "problem" making you get a job and go out from their home.

(Im from Brasil soo my english is a shit because i learned Alone)

 

[Severen]

Sometimes there's no choice. Im thinking about become a luxury sex worker and make more money. This will give me founds to die without pain in sweden.

I thought Sweden offers generous welfare to those without work?

 

[aliceliddel]

Trust me, it fucks you up so bad. If theres another way to make money, I'd try it that way, unless you think you could cope with it, then i wish you all the best, hugs.

Belive me, here i can get a loooot of money being a sex worker. But its an idea. I probably will suicide this week. I just need buy the charcoal.

I thought Sweden offers generous welfare to those without work?

Sweden offers euthanasia to anyone who can pay for it. And its legal.

 

[Final Escape]

Sometimes there's no choice. Im thinking about become a luxury sex worker and make more money. This will give me founds to die without pain in sweden.

You look so beautiful in the pic. Are u sure u couldn't find a nice guy with money? I'm just saying I wish I had tried to find a guy in my youth instead of trying to be independent and self sufficient. I was afraid I couldn't make a relationship work so I focused all my time supporting myself and never trying to be marriage material. I regret it now. I'm middle age, childless, and single at 42.

I'm not real motivated in a career and never really was but I kept trying to be lol! I went to a couple trade schools and ended up back in sex work when I tried to get out. Sex work can trap u, and it becomes harder and harder to get out without help. I don't know what else u have going on and I'm not judging or telling u what u should do. I know it's not that simple.

 

[aliceliddel]

You look so beautiful in the pic. Are u sure u couldn't find a nice guy with money? I'm just saying I wish I had tried to find a guy in my youth instead of trying to be independent and self sufficient. I was afraid I couldn't make a relationship work so I focused all my time supporting myself and never trying to be marriage material. I regret it now. I'm middle age, childless, and single at 42. I'm not real motivated in a career and never really was but I kept trying to be lol! I went to a couple trade schools and ended up back in sex work when I tried to get out. Sex work can trap u, and it becomes harder and harder to get out without help. I don't know what else u have going on and I'm not judging or telling u what u should do. I know it's not that simple.

I really dont want a nice guy. Im in a point of my life... Well i dont really care about. Im like xaphous. My family dont know about my job. They just want me out from here. To be sincere se are here to talk about just cant get a job because no onde want US as employe and this is some kind of job.

I just want smel cocaine until die.

 

[Severen]

You look so beautiful in the pic. Are u sure u couldn't find a nice guy with money? I'm just saying I wish I had tried to find a guy in my youth instead of trying to be independent and self sufficient. I was afraid I couldn't make a relationship work so I focused all my time supporting myself and never trying to be marriage material. I regret it now. I'm middle age, childless, and single at 42.

I'm not real motivated in a career and never really was but I kept trying to be lol! I went to a couple trade schools and ended up back in sex work when I tried to get out. Sex work can trap u, and it becomes harder and harder to get out without help. I don't know what else u have going on and I'm not judging or telling u what u should do. I know it's not that simple.

If you marry a guy from a country like Norway, Denmark, Sweden or Finland, it doesn't really matter if he is rich or not, it doesn't matter if he is good looking or not, because eventually you can ditch his ass and live a nice life on welfare. Not all countries have welfare that is pretty much useless like in the USA because the USA is one of the most right wing countries in the world. Being middle aged is not really a deal breaker for a lot of men. You can also marry some fool in the USA and eventually get child support and alimony if you keep the marriage going for 10 years. Then afterwards, he doesn't have to be a part of your life. And being childless is actually a positive quality in your shoes because no man wants to raise another man's child. I probably sound like a monster, right now. But don't hate the player, hate the game...

 

[Tortured_empath]

...and everyday is Monday when you have depression.

 

[Dead beat dad]

Can't find work to save my life. With all my free time (when I'm not applying for jobs and getting nowhere with it) I waste all my time it feels by having nothing worthwhile to do. It's like I can go for a walk, play guitar or I can sit on YouTube all day, those are my options. No friends or anyone to go out anywhere with, no relationship. I'm just perpetually lost my whole life. I would like to be productive but don't get the opportunity to to be.

How do you spend your time?

Sorry to hear about your situation on the job front brother. Alas I have the opposite problem; all I do is work, either in my job or working in the house or looking after my boy, it generally running around after people like some sort of c***.
I know the devil makes work for idle hands but how will I ever get my fiddle made of gold?

What kind of work would be ideal for you?

DBD

 

[Xaphous]

Sorry to hear about your situation on the job front brother. Alas I have the opposite problem; all I do is work, either in my job or working in the house or looking after my boy, it generally running around after people like some sort of c***.
I know the devil makes work for idle hands but how will I ever get my fiddle made of gold?

What kind of work would be ideal for you?

DBD

Yeah that's the thing isn't it, you feel bad without work, and if you have one it feels that's all you're ever doing. Statistically I don't think most people like their jobs it's just a necessity if you do have one. Rigged game.

 

[Final Escape]

If you marry a guy from a country like Norway, Denmark, Sweden or Finland, it doesn't really matter if he is rich or not, it doesn't matter if he is good looking or not, because eventually you can ditch his ass and live a nice life on welfare. Not all countries have welfare that is pretty much useless like in the USA because the USA is one of the most right wing countries in the world. Being middle aged is not really a deal breaker for a lot of men. You can also marry some fool in the USA and eventually get child support and alimony from him. And being childless is actually a positive quality in your shoes because no man wants to raise another man's child. I probably sound like a monster, right now. But don't hate the player, hate the game...

The US is pretty leftwing I thought. The public schools are very much left leaning. A lot of government programs are already a product of leftist ideologies. There is still right leaning people in the US but they are becoming a minority.

 

[Severen]

The US is pretty leftwing I thought. The public schools are very much left leaning. A lot of government programs are already a product of leftist ideologies. There is still right leaning people in the US but they are becoming a minority.

Left wing from an American viewpoint is pretty much considered normal in most first world countries.

 

[Final Escape]

I did volunteering in a nursing home. Some of the most kindest residents ever. It was unfortuntly the staff that made it unbearable. Same when i was a waitress. Every single thing i did was wrong. Makes me feel there is no point looking for a new job because i will just do that wrong too.

This is why I don't want a regular job lol! I'm way too much of a stubborn rebellious type, this gets me in trouble at work. I find it difficult to censor myself too. I have trouble with small talk. I had trouble with boredom in jobs too. Too much of the same shit and I was like omg this is torture lol! Adderall makes a boring job less boring but the side effects are bad.

 

[Severen]

This is why I don't want a regular job lol! I'm way too much of a stubborn rebellious type, this gets me in trouble at work. I find it difficult to censor myself too. I have trouble with small talk. I had trouble with boredom in jobs too. Too much of the same shit and I was like omg this is torture lol! Adderall makes a boring job less boring but the side effects are bad.

Sometimes at work, you just have to tell people to fuck off.