every second alive is pure torture

[ExistHarm]

every second that i am existing is hell. this is hell. it can only BE hell. i know i will die, so every second alive is basically just a prolonged suicide attempt. there is a silver string connecting me right now with the hopefully painless end point and i am marching on it like a solider.

 

[Huntfish34]

I honestly can't Totally relate, but.i do agree that much, * not all * can be hell. Dealing with this shit life and world we all live in , Almost downright maddening... soul crushing .. -

I also hope for a painless and peaceful death, just my Damn SI in the way. =/ fck.

I understand, thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. You are Not alone in this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly is so torturous and dreadful, there could never be any relief from suffering in this nightmarish world which is why I see non-existence as being the only relief. I get that it's horrible feeling trapped here but I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[Homo erectus]

Torture is the essence of modern societies, which don't let people die, but torture them, deny them comfort, so that they will do whatever they are told by authorities.