Its hard. The last 2 year's I have thought the same. I had a job that I liked and still just didn't care to get up for a 12 hour shift at a great place. I worked at a job that made me sad for 6 years and also the same thing. Get up and eat a fast breakfast and wish I had a pistol so I wouldn't have to start the car for work. There is joy in work but not the way we go about it. These jobs are literally useless jobs all of them. Name one job that has a purpose. There is none. Even a job with great pay is only paying well because it's a "bandaid" for some deeper sick cause. Here in the states we get no vacation. Japan they die on the subway like its "honorable" to work that hard. This is not productive its just sick now. All the technology and knowledge that we have and we work in this "competitive" world instead of being more collective. Bees dont do this, fish dont do this. Monkeys deer, dogs, and then we do this dumb game for 2k years. People are not smart. It makes everything in this life a total joke.