divinemistress36
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Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
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Same!Me too. It feels so dumb, but even just being told I put something away in the wrong place makes my skin crawl & me feel like I want to drop dead
I spent two weeks wanting to end it because I thought that my peers in my grad program had already graduated, leaving me behind. Turns out none of them did. There's a technicality where you can still "graduate" without having to write your thesis. I feel fine now. Creative, driven. It just sucks because I was on a single course straight to ending my life. I can't stand emotional flip-flopping.Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
Benzo withdrawl is hellyeah you are not alone. but I had that issue my entire life. small things affect me TOO MUCH.
my mother say I'm "sensitive" and I'm like "yeah... but only to BAD stuff". If I were sensitive to good stuff it would be great... but I'm not. FUCK THIS.
and now... yeah. small things not only affect me but makes me want to die more and more.
specially benzo symptoms.... but those aren't small. they are there to remind me over and over again "you will never get better, your brain was destroyed... it was born weak"
So I'm actually waiting for the moment I can finally kill myself... because that would mean the destruction of this brain... and I REALLY WANT DO THAT. TO DESTROY THIS MIND.
when life gives you lemo---- FUCK YOU BITCH, I DON'T WANT YOU (life) LET ME DIE IN PEACE
same, sometimes it affects me so bad that i must hurt myself physically to calm myself. other times i don't feel a thing even when something big happens.If someone is on the verge of breakdown, any small problem can be a gigantic tragedy.
At this point, I also have a mind made of cardboard.
I feel pitifully weak.
There is no reason to put up with any suffering or to do anythingfeel the exact same. any minor inconvenience and i just feel like i can't be bothered. that i rather be dead in that moment than deal with it.
No, minor inconveniences don't bother me. What bothers me is waking up every morning reminded that my spouse left me. Nothing's better 7 months later. In fact worse. Now not even drinking is enjoyable. For ne a minor inconvenience is having to hop on a bus to go to useless therapy, because seeing people also reflames my severe social anxiety.Makes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
yes my tolerance has gone down. I can completely empathize with uMakes me want to die its not logical. Anyone else feel this way? Little things that shouldnt be a big deal like a dish breaking is the end of the world..
Same its so uncomfortableAbsolutely! The smallest thing going wrong can trigger a panic attack or something close. Misplacing things like my wallet or keys are biggies. And I'm always anticipating things going wrong.