CatLove56
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- Jun 30, 2018
- 301
I mean I have reddit but even the few good subs i do like are censored in some way and I can't stand that. Far as I know this place isn't. I hate when people say oh it's your depression that's clouding your mind no this life is hell and people fucking suck and make it that way. I'm so worried about my future and the future of the US I really do think collapse is coming and if it doesn't I just feel like I'm delaying the inevitable you know?
Every now and then I think about how alone I am. I just have my sister and parents and without them I don't know what I do. I've never been good about making friends and God forbid a girlfriend or boyfriend. It's all just so pointless and I absolutely hate having a little to no control over anything. I don't know how normal people really carry on their life maybe it's because they have kids and I can't imagine bring somebody into this world. It honestly gets harder and harder to hide my disgust when my coworker say they have kids.
Every now and then I think about how alone I am. I just have my sister and parents and without them I don't know what I do. I've never been good about making friends and God forbid a girlfriend or boyfriend. It's all just so pointless and I absolutely hate having a little to no control over anything. I don't know how normal people really carry on their life maybe it's because they have kids and I can't imagine bring somebody into this world. It honestly gets harder and harder to hide my disgust when my coworker say they have kids.
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