Even if ctb is a mistake .. oh well… I've made plenty of them before. I feel like I've learned enough from life.
Constantly I'm just so exhausted.
Being a house husband would be great.
But I've dug myself into quite a big hole.
I think the feeling of being scared of normal.
Nobody knows what comes next. We can only hope and pray that it's okay.
I have a sneaking suspicion we stick around in a "spectator" mode.. which would be great.
No bodily functions, no eating, no sleep, just observing. Quietly.
Never having to respond to people constantly.
Constantly I'm just so exhausted.
Being a house husband would be great.
But I've dug myself into quite a big hole.
I think the feeling of being scared of normal.
Nobody knows what comes next. We can only hope and pray that it's okay.
I have a sneaking suspicion we stick around in a "spectator" mode.. which would be great.
No bodily functions, no eating, no sleep, just observing. Quietly.
Never having to respond to people constantly.
