Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
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I got what I wanted. Be careful what you wish for! Anhedonia is here, baby!!!
Even the booze doesn't do shit anymore. It's only good for stacking with sedatives to sleep. None of the ones I have in hand will kill me reliably, so that's not an option either.
Reddit, here, maybe a video game, sleep, rinse and repeat. No pleasure in any of it to be had.
On the plus side, nothing stopping me from catching the bus now! :-D
Even the booze doesn't do shit anymore. It's only good for stacking with sedatives to sleep. None of the ones I have in hand will kill me reliably, so that's not an option either.
Reddit, here, maybe a video game, sleep, rinse and repeat. No pleasure in any of it to be had.
On the plus side, nothing stopping me from catching the bus now! :-D