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No_more

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May 5, 2019
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I'm lying here, hardly able to move due to depression. I've taken my medication but it's not working very well.

I should be able to go to the doctor and ask for euthanasia. I know if I did this I would be hospitalised. I'm just left to suffer. It's unbearable.

Instead I have to go on an extreme diet to try to die. I just want a peaceful, painless death. If there is such a thing. I just want a lethal injection that puts me to sleep.

I can't suffer like this any more. I'm tormented by flashbacks all day, every day. I struggle to do basic tasks. I just want to be a beautiful spirit floating through a meadow of wild flowers.
 
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Broken

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I'm lying here, hardly able to move due to depression. I've taken my medication but it's not working very well.

I should be able to go to the doctor and ask for euthanasia. I know if I did this I would be hospitalised. I'm just left to suffer. It's unbearable.

Instead I have to go on an extreme diet to try to die. I just want a peaceful, painless death. If there is such a thing. I just want a lethal injection that puts me to sleep.

I can't suffer like this any more. I'm tormented by flashbacks all day, every day. I struggle to do basic tasks. I just want to be a beautiful spirit floating through a meadow of wild flowers.
Most people here can relate to that. It don't make it easier but your not alone
 
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Alan James

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Apr 11, 2019
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Euthanasia is not even needed - just sell non-prescription barbiturates in pharmacies, that's all, I'll do everything myself - I just need only this drug. This is the fault of society and the state. They are so greedy that they need every cent from everywhere it's possible. More than 7 billion people are not enough for them? Such as we still can't do anything, can't work anywhere, just lie most of the day or sit at the computer, what money they want with us to get? Do they expect us to take drugs for life and bring them profits? - Where the hell will I get money to buy all these drugs? The state is not very friendly with logic and common sense.
 
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No_more

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May 5, 2019
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What's a barbiturate death like? It's difficult to know what to expect with overdoses. On TV, they just show someone taking pills, passing out and then they're dead like just going to sleep.

However, I've heard that it's a painful way to go with convulsions. Are some pills better than others? I've heard paracetamol overdose is a horrible way to die. Very painful.

They shouldn't misrepresent overdoses on TV. When I was a teenager I bought a load of paracetamol tablets to die because I thought it would be an easy way to go. It's a good job I didn't go through with it. I could have gone through agony and then survived in a damaged state.
 
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Mar 28, 2019
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With barbiturates you sleep deeper and deeper until you stop breathing. I don't know if there are any but you don't notice convulsions when you are unconscious.
 
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NOT

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Apr 16, 2019
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Rich people cant make money of you if you are dead.
 
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No_more

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May 5, 2019
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It's so frustrating. I want to go to the doctors and tell them about my rational decision to ctb. I want them to give me euthanasia. If they did, they would risk going to prison for murder.

The euthanasia laws should be changed. It would have to be done properly though, otherwise people would be killed who don't want to die but it's so cruel to let someone suffer with an incurable illness.
 
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