bleedthefreak
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- Mar 27, 2022
- 19
In 2019 I bought etizolam and quickly burnt through the supply, successfully tapering as I ran out, in order to avoid seizures and shit. I then ordered another batch and suprisingly received it two years later - didn't expect it at all. Let it be for a while and finally caved in and started taking it again. It's so fucking nice and I don't think I have the self-discipline to control it, which matters because I don't think I'll ever be able to get my hands on it again after this supply runs out. Rn my options are to trash the shit immediately, take it until I run out and hope things are okay, or make sure I have enough to assist in a suicide attempt. Things have gotten so bad in life to a point where I legitimately feel like I need it or something similar to function.
I guess the ideal responses are "here's an easy way to keep acquiring it", or " you can use what you have (probably with another method) to ctb". I've always been told 1 benzo + 1 alcohol = death but that's obviously doesn't apply here, so I'd like to know just how useful etizolam could be in ctb.
Should I just abandon etizolam altogether and go whole hog on some other ctb method (N or firearm) asap?
I guess the ideal responses are "here's an easy way to keep acquiring it", or " you can use what you have (probably with another method) to ctb". I've always been told 1 benzo + 1 alcohol = death but that's obviously doesn't apply here, so I'd like to know just how useful etizolam could be in ctb.
Should I just abandon etizolam altogether and go whole hog on some other ctb method (N or firearm) asap?