Discussion escape?

[chemicalctb]

i constantly feel that i want to find someone to disappear with forever, i just want to leave everything behind and start a new life somewhere far away, sure my family and friends will panic, but i don't care anymore, im going to read books and get informed and when im fully informed about it i shall disappear forever, anyone else feels the same? i relate too much to the quote "Someday we're gonna drop that little boat of yours in the water and disappear forever, I promise." im already deactivating my social media accounts slowly as to not arouse suspicion. what are your thoughts on this?