Venting Enslavement

[Darkover]

Waking up is really a hard battle for me like every time I wake from a good sleep I'm always disappointed that I'm back in this realm and I know there's no escaping it. I just always find myself asking my god why why? what were my parents and there parents before them were thinking bringing me into this mess of a reality day in and day out having to fight against this antagonistic realm that doesn't even value you as a person but sees you as a utility to make money off of and these dumbass elders thought it
Was a good idea to reproduce just to be modern day slaves I hate people

 

[Pluto]

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah, I really feel you. I'm so full of resentment at my parents these days. In part, I want to die just to escape that. I don't particularly want to feel so angry towards them but it's hard when you so utterly resent being alive and being expected to support (ie. pay for) a life you don't even want. Worse, you get a lecture when you aren't fulfiling the terms of something they conscripted you in to.