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anesthetized

anesthetized

I want drugs
Jun 8, 2025
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pain woke me up at 4 am and now im in the ER. endometriosis being incurable is another reason i wish i was dead. one day my doctor is going to tell me i cant take ibuprofen anymore because its giving me GI bleeds and then ill get addicted to oxy instead. not even removing my entire reproductive system is guaranteed to save me, the odds are quite low actually.
 
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dr18

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Jul 20, 2024
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I relate to you strongly. I have lung issues due to this. It's awful. Already addicted to cocodamol and I'm sure my health system will be moving me up to something stronger soon.
 
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anesthetized

anesthetized

I want drugs
Jun 8, 2025
23
I relate to you strongly. I have lung issues due to this. It's awful. Already addicted to cocodamol and I'm sure my health system will be moving me up to something stronger soon.
becoming an an opioid addict seems like a more likely future for me every day
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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pain woke me up at 4 am and now im in the ER. endometriosis being incurable is another reason i wish i was dead. one day my doctor is going to tell me i cant take ibuprofen anymore because its giving me GI bleeds and then ill get addicted to oxy instead. not even removing my entire reproductive system is guaranteed to save me, the odds are quite low actually.

I relate to you strongly. I have lung issues due to this. It's awful. Already addicted to cocodamol and I'm sure my health system will be moving me up to something stronger soon.
God I hate these situations. I'm so sorry. I hope the symptoms are at least alleviated over time if not outright cured . you all deserve better.
 
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